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The OG MW2 game (2009) is still alive in 2023! The longest running Modern Warfare subreddit. The first and still the best. Find games in our Discord server, relive memories or just hang out.
2018.06.15 22:22 Salad_Spork ligma mf nuts lmao
LIGMA, is a rare disease that has taken the lives of Tyler “Ninja” Blevins and many more.
2023.06.05 12:14 Trinitronian What's the stupid phrase this year?
Is this still a thing? Found download 2007 amusing with 'I'm Spartacus!' all weekend.. 2009 arrived very sober and confused on the Friday with enquiries about buttscratchers and three days of sales chants for buttscratchers.. just preparing😆
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2023.06.05 12:14 eich_un_chi_am_byth I'm so proud of you
You finally did it, I knew that you could you defended yourself and tried to make him leave for good.
Yes I know he will always be in your heart, but I knew he was bad right from the start.
So many signs and red flags you surely ignored You kept giving the benefit of the doubt in all the possibilities you explored.
I realized his words like venom you started to believe and at that point I knew I couldn't leave. I couldn't go far so I watched and waited
Just a call or text away only a few words you needed to say and little did I know it would be the next day.
That his words turned to action, his hands upon your face, fuck him I wish he'd just disappear without a trace.
I've had it out with him before, afraid I was not, I gathered my strength more than ever before. He made me show him exactly who I was, a tough andighty little woman who protects those she loves.
I may be small but I'm mighty and fearce, there's no fear in my eyes, my voice and actions won't ever falter I'll always protect you and your daughter.
While waiting for them to find him and put him away I took your darling for a fun day of play. To forget the shit she's seen, be a kid, have some fun, to try and forget all that bad stuff he's done. We had dinner and cake, played and took a dip in the pool
When the fun was over and we started to bed, she looked with tears in her eyes and shook her little head. She wanted her mama, to fall asleep in your arms, for she knew now he was gone and could do no harm.
She was worried for you and needed your love so we headed back home, with songs on the ride, she's very brave but I could see the fear she tried to hide.
I told her I'd stay and protect you both, I know you ladies trust me the most. I told her I'd stay, keep watch all night, so you could sleep peacefully without all the fright. And awake I did stay just in case, the fucker got bail and decided to show his face.
It's now a quarter past 5 and we are all still alive. My mind has been racing with every noise and creak, I turn to look out the window, check the cameras and think.
Fuck him for his games manipulations and lies, oh how I wish my dear friend you had seen in his eyes, the evil I did and could have seen though his lies.
I don't know what the week will bring, but know this my friend, I'll be here to protect you until the end I'll change the locks, set the cameras and try and make you laugh, but if you ever move a crazy mother fucker in again, I will be kicking your ass.
I'll always be here with whatever I have and words of comfort to extend. I'll protect you and help you, I love you dear friend.
I make my final rounds and get settled to nap, it's almost time to wake and deal with more of this crap.
Just know you did the hard part, you're safe and sound, he will never return as long your support is around.
I'll scare him I'll shoot him, I'll bust his face in I'll do whatever I can to protecty family and friends.
So to the loser and woman abuser I'll leave you with this
I'm little and kind hearted, but fuck with me and you'll wish you never started. To rile up the beast I try so hard to keep asleep, but I'll wake it up for you, you no good fucking loser creep.
Your tears may work on her, but I've seen it all, I know how to react and and make big men fall.
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Yes I know he will always be in your heart, but I knew he was bad right from the start.
So many signs and red flags you surely ignored You kept giving the benefit of the doubt in all the possibilities you explored.
I realized his words like venom you started to believe and at that point I knew I couldn't leave. I couldn't go far so I watched and waited
Just a call or text away only a few words you needed to say and little did I know it would be the next day.
That his words turned to action, his hands upon your face, fuck him I wish he'd just disappear without a trace.
I've had it out with him before, afraid I was not, I gathered my strength more than ever before. He made me show him exactly who I was, a tough andighty little woman who protects those she loves.
I may be small but I'm mighty and fearce, there's no fear in my eyes, my voice and actions won't ever falter I'll always protect you and your daughter.
While waiting for them to find him and put him away I took your darling for a fun day of play. To forget the shit she's seen, be a kid, have some fun, to try and forget all that bad stuff he's done. We had dinner and cake, played and took a dip in the pool
When the fun was over and we started to bed, she looked with tears in her eyes and shook her little head. She wanted her mama, to fall asleep in your arms, for she knew now he was gone and could do no harm.
She was worried for you and needed your love so we headed back home, with songs on the ride, she's very brave but I could see the fear she tried to hide.
I told her I'd stay and protect you both, I know you ladies trust me the most. I told her I'd stay, keep watch all night, so you could sleep peacefully without all the fright. And awake I did stay just in case, the fucker got bail and decided to show his face.
It's now a quarter past 5 and we are all still alive. My mind has been racing with every noise and creak, I turn to look out the window, check the cameras and think.
Fuck him for his games manipulations and lies, oh how I wish my dear friend you had seen in his eyes, the evil I did and could have seen though his lies.
I don't know what the week will bring, but know this my friend, I'll be here to protect you until the end I'll change the locks, set the cameras and try and make you laugh, but if you ever move a crazy mother fucker in again, I will be kicking your ass.
I'll always be here with whatever I have and words of comfort to extend. I'll protect you and help you, I love you dear friend.
I make my final rounds and get settled to nap, it's almost time to wake and deal with more of this crap.
Just know you did the hard part, you're safe and sound, he will never return as long your support is around.
I'll scare him I'll shoot him, I'll bust his face in I'll do whatever I can to protecty family and friends.
So to the loser and woman abuser I'll leave you with this
I'm little and kind hearted, but fuck with me and you'll wish you never started. To rile up the beast I try so hard to keep asleep, but I'll wake it up for you, you no good fucking loser creep.
Your tears may work on her, but I've seen it all, I know how to react and and make big men fall.
2023.06.05 12:14 BuckskinJack Bloated Betta help- vacation gone wrong
I went on vacation and left very specific instructions for the family member who was feeding shiloh. When I got home, he was hugely bloated and there were pellets on the bottom of the tank.
I fasted him for three days and have been feeding daphnia in small amounts since. I’m afraid he’s going to starve. We got home one week ago.
I vacuumed up the extra pellets and did a 20% water change. He’s in a lightly planted 10 gallon with two snails.
He has no pineconing and seems mostly okay, but is definitely less active and still huge.
What do I do from here? When can I feed pellets again?
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I fasted him for three days and have been feeding daphnia in small amounts since. I’m afraid he’s going to starve. We got home one week ago.
I vacuumed up the extra pellets and did a 20% water change. He’s in a lightly planted 10 gallon with two snails.
He has no pineconing and seems mostly okay, but is definitely less active and still huge.
What do I do from here? When can I feed pellets again?
2023.06.05 12:14 Activation55 Kinda Weird but decent.. 5/10
 | They nailed the flavor but idk.. drinking gum flavor is kinda weird it's not really refreshing at all but the strawberry flavor isn't bad. I still love ghost but this one is meh. submitted by Activation55 to energydrinks [link] [comments] |
2023.06.05 12:13 one23456789098 Golden child question
There was a post about how GC Block the bad parts of they Nparents but is there any instances where they hate the Nparents but are simultaneously exactly like them. My older sister(33), a lifelong GC still lives with my NP, I do not. I left the house at 18. She constantly calls me complaining about our parents but she is exactly like them. A complete narcissist that is only happy when she is above everyone around her. Does this happen to anyone else?
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2023.06.05 12:13 TubbyTones ASR rule to allow read-only USB
As the title describes. I'm looking to use the ASR policies to create a new policy to allow approved USB devices read-only. I have created a new policy with reusable settings. This has a group assigned which states if you are a member of X group you are assigned read permissions.
When I'm testing this, it is still allowing me to have full write access to the drive. I have logged a call with Microsoft and they didn't quite understand what I'm trying to achieve and they went through setting up a configuration profile with Removable Disks: Deny Write access (user) which kind of works, but allows if you know an admin password.
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When I'm testing this, it is still allowing me to have full write access to the drive. I have logged a call with Microsoft and they didn't quite understand what I'm trying to achieve and they went through setting up a configuration profile with Removable Disks: Deny Write access (user) which kind of works, but allows if you know an admin password.
2023.06.05 12:13 Popular_History_5276 Help! Issues with Online Mode Travelling
Hey! I recently decided to start using treasure islands to make decorating easier for myself. I was travelling around a few times but now it started to say that "There aren't any islands to visit". Does anyone else have this problem or an idea as to what I can do about it? I still have the Online subscription, my internet access is perfect and my game is up to date. Thanks in advance!
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2023.06.05 12:13 coconutgonzales My ex completely understands my severe trauma and emotions and he has actively triggered it when he didn't have to. I am so overwhelmed. Someone please help. (I have Complex PTSD)
I bumped into him the other day and had a massive embarrassing breakdown - it was horrible. We aren't on bad terms per se and we are still very much in love. It's been 3 months. I really struggled in front of him and feel so much overwhelming shame for my crying - I hyperventilated and had a panic attack when he left. I didn't abuse him, I didn't treat him badly. I messaged him to apologise and I even asked if it were okay if he could acknowledge the message due to my overwhelm. He didn't reply for two days. He knows exactly what ghosting and airing does to me. It was two days of not being able to eat, anxiety, no sleep. I texted him again this morning saying I'm so sorry again but I need to block him for a while due to how overwhelming this is. Then he responds to me absolutely immediately. Immediately. I feel so hurt... I regressed so much these days. He knows my severe trauma, my emotional neglect, he knows me more than absolutely anyone on this planet. He still cares for me so much - he has said this multiple times. I know that the encounter was a lot for him too. I would never belittle his mental health or healing. But it just feels like he is in control and his actions are still controlling my emotions. It feels cruel. Am I overreacting? I do completely respect him and his boundaries and want him to only feel comfortable. But I just feel so much shame and my trauma has all come back.
The other week a similar situation happened and I didn't respond to his text for a few hours and he seemed to panic with texts apologising and ofc I'd respond because I would never air someone who I love and is so clearly overwhelmed. There's been multiple times in the past where I didn't respond for a bit and he'd double text to get an answer. I am so fucking anxious and again and I highly doubt he'll respond. I am a mess.
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The other week a similar situation happened and I didn't respond to his text for a few hours and he seemed to panic with texts apologising and ofc I'd respond because I would never air someone who I love and is so clearly overwhelmed. There's been multiple times in the past where I didn't respond for a bit and he'd double text to get an answer. I am so fucking anxious and again and I highly doubt he'll respond. I am a mess.
2023.06.05 12:13 CaptainLysdexia Sandbag Recommendations for home gym
Looking at adding a 150lb Strongman sandbag to my routine, and wondering what experiences folks have had with various sandbag brands, especially those who are using them at home. I know Rogue is the standard answer, but if I can save a few $ and still get quality, why not. That being said, the brands on Amazon are about $30-40 cheaper, and appear to have decent ratings, but a little digging shows they also have numerous reports of seams bursting, etc. Any good cheaper ones you've tried, or just bite the bullet and buy Rogue?
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2023.06.05 12:13 Ill_Distribution319 Radboud tuition fees
Has Radboud opened payment info on StudieLink for you yet? I was accepted a while ago but there is still no update on studielink . On the contrary when I was accepted by Maastricht, StudieLink was updated on the same day and I could see payment info as the next step to do.
Shouls I email them or is this common for everyone?
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Shouls I email them or is this common for everyone?
2023.06.05 12:13 Prince_ateeq Bruv all you man
who still immediately pause at 0-0 or go to the corner flag and wack it off are genuinely the biggest tossers ever, and you are probably those man who are the biggest pricks in real life aswell, like legit there is about 1 month worth of fifa left why not just let the other guy get the win and let him enjoy it for the remainder of fifa ffs man
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2023.06.05 12:12 JJay2413 The Third Primal Demon (Lore Theory)
 | I think me and a friend have managed to theorized what the third primal Demon might be. And in order to understand where we're coming from, I'm going to talk about my own interpretation of the Demon Conpendium, that may or may not align with other people's views of it. If you already know your stuff on this thing, there's a TLDR at the end. submitted by JJay2413 to leagueoflegends [link] [comments] https://preview.redd.it/9wqt7cay464b1.png?width=900&format=png&auto=webp&s=45a554832eb7b2884391e84a9473a429859ddf4d This is the Demon Compendium that we got on Fiddlesticks' rework release. It was found in a Noxian stronghold on Fae'lor, so a lot of this stuff is probably Noxian, but we can make out some of the English. Demons have a hierarchy based on strength, and a Demon's strength is based on the emotions they feed on. Azakana, who feed on very specific emotions, for example, self-doubt and the fear of being forgotten, are weak. Then we have lesser demons, which we don't know too much about as we only know Evelynn's followers. After that are full demons, which include but are not limited to, Evelynn, Tahm Kench, Nocturne, Tybaulk, Raum, Camphor, and the many Spirits in Ionian myths that reside in the Spirit Realm (Spirit Blossom skins). Then we have the Ten Primordial Demons. So far we only know of Fiddlesticks, the Demon of Fear, and Ashlesh, the Demon of Joy. Even above the Primordial Demons, we might have a stage higher. https://preview.redd.it/pep8ecz4a64b1.png?width=1000&format=png&auto=webp&s=055c71498341e5dd3d307c683b8f14e12ef36277 This circle represents the Ten Primordial Demons that Fiddlesticks mentions in his voicelines. We assumed that Fiddlesticks could be the strongest because he claimed he was "The First of Ten", but this may not be the case. This voiceline has several implications, the one I think is that he is the first to awaken, but not the strongest. This demonic circle has 7 circles on the outside and 3 bigger circles on the inside. I believe this represents 3 primordial demons even stronger than the rest. Fiddlesticks is most likely not one of them since we can see him being highlighted as a demon on the outside. The Compendium for Fear also has that exact same circle highlighted. The symbols in the center might represent and hint at what these emotions are. Basically, Azakana feed on very specific emotions, stronger demons feed on broader emotions. Now that we have what's known, lets get to the theory. A very specific emotion that Riot had mentioned the Demon of Joy, Ashlesh, was capable of inducing and feeding off of was Delirium. Delirium is shown in the Compendium under Fear. However, I believe that some of these "lesser" emotions are a mix of the primal emotions. Emotions are a spectrum after all. Basically, Delirium is a result of both Fear and Joy. This could explain how these emotions of Fear are separated into three separate "Branches". At the center is Nightmares, which is a simple derivative of Fear. On the left, a branch could be seen stretching off, which could possibly represent the connection it has with Joy. This means that the position of these emotions matter. It's like a map. This also explains "Bliss" and "Frenzy" under Delirium, which could be even lesser offshoots of Joy and Delirium. Taking this logic into account, we can assume the same rules apply to the Branch on the right. "Secrets" and "Obsession" should be offshoots of another primal emotion that aligns with Fear. Using the Plutchik-wheel, it didn't take much longer to figure out what that emotion could be. https://preview.redd.it/eqzmqs0e964b1.png?width=800&format=png&auto=webp&s=5732af473cf63332ea5fb83d79dad5bb072c330d Vigilance. Vigilance is by definition, the action or state of keeping careful watch for possible danger or difficulties. This could easily blend into Fear. We could still attempt to figure out what the other Primordial demons might be based on the wheel and other lesser and full demons that we know of, such as Tybaulk, who feeds on the agony of burning flesh, and Evelynn, the demon of agony. Pain may be another primordial demon. Tahm Kench, the demon of addiction, who is probably a derivative of Joy, Some of the Primordials may just be some of the emotions shown in the circle, but it's difficult to map out anything specific or with certainty. Even more difficult for the three at the center. If anyone could recognize what those symbols might symbolize or might be inspired from, we may be able to take a crack at it. TLDR; prob just vigilance lmao |
2023.06.05 12:12 QuantalQuetzal_ Need some advice from fellow corporate girlies, please.
(Sorry this got a bit long but i have divided it into pointers)
Hi, so i had my first performance review today(completed over 8 months in the company), feedback shared with me by my manager. He showed his reviews and reviews from my other team members. It was great and even better than I expected. BUT when I asked what are the timelines for my promotion in my role because i mentioned it last week and was waiting on reviews first so I will have some basis to show when i ask. To which he completely acted clueless like i asked for kohinoor and he couldn't have seen it coming ever in his dreams and from his reaction i was speechless too. I have given most part of my day to this job, i am the only one handling my project independently and have performed well and have enough experience to deserve a promotion. i deserved that title even while joining in the first place.
Some background for context:
- "you don't have to worry about it at all, you work 6 months and based on that we will definitely consider it. (not only did they not consider it, it was never even discussed among them that this candidate expects this in the future. i find it so unfair)"
- "we don't go with the normal 1 y 2 yr timelines for promotions, if you deserve it, you will definitely be rewarded for it."
And today my manager said these lines to me -
"you're doing great, better than what's expected of you"
"only thing you need to work on more is try to learn this but i understand that is not even part of your job role but would be great if you take out some time for it"
"you didn't notify me in advance or i would have targetted these reviews to start a discussion about your promotion"
"i was not aware you were expecting this and was promised a promotion after 6 months"
"let's talk about this again in next performance cycle after 6 months"
"i can mention this to my superiors but remember this you can only use your "wildcard" like this once, so use carefully"
"titles don't matter. some people with this title have 10 years of experience. but i also agree that you deserve it and years of experience do not matter here"
So these are the exact wordings i got but i felt it gave me a mixed vibe and not a clear answer. I mean if i deserve it then why do i have to ask for it and why are you people not talking amongst yourselves when you promise such stuff while hiring, and if i don't deserve it then where do i need to improve on to which i again didn't get anything my role-related.
Am i asking for too much? Should I just let this go and wait for another 6 months? It felt like he was trying to scare me as if mentioning this to upper management will backfire or something?? (bc he said, they could just have your coworker from another project handle yours too)(like why was i hired then?)
I had been looking forward to this for months, trying to give more than expected just to make sure and now even if i have great reviews, i still get nothing? what is the point of performance reviews then?
Am I overthinking this? Please let me know if it sounds like something i can ignore? because the company and work is not bad, coworkers are fine too. I don't want to think about quitting just yet because of this.
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Hi, so i had my first performance review today(completed over 8 months in the company), feedback shared with me by my manager. He showed his reviews and reviews from my other team members. It was great and even better than I expected. BUT when I asked what are the timelines for my promotion in my role because i mentioned it last week and was waiting on reviews first so I will have some basis to show when i ask. To which he completely acted clueless like i asked for kohinoor and he couldn't have seen it coming ever in his dreams and from his reaction i was speechless too. I have given most part of my day to this job, i am the only one handling my project independently and have performed well and have enough experience to deserve a promotion. i deserved that title even while joining in the first place.
Some background for context:
- I had 3+yoe when i joined. 4 Yoe now.
- Everyone with my experience has a senior title in my domain usually but not necessarily depending on company
- There is another manager whom i interacted with during my interviews, i clearly mentioned it that I am looking for this specific title and asked what are the timelines at this company to grow in a role.
- "you don't have to worry about it at all, you work 6 months and based on that we will definitely consider it. (not only did they not consider it, it was never even discussed among them that this candidate expects this in the future. i find it so unfair)"
- "we don't go with the normal 1 y 2 yr timelines for promotions, if you deserve it, you will definitely be rewarded for it."
And today my manager said these lines to me -
"you're doing great, better than what's expected of you"
"only thing you need to work on more is try to learn this but i understand that is not even part of your job role but would be great if you take out some time for it"
"you didn't notify me in advance or i would have targetted these reviews to start a discussion about your promotion"
"i was not aware you were expecting this and was promised a promotion after 6 months"
"let's talk about this again in next performance cycle after 6 months"
"i can mention this to my superiors but remember this you can only use your "wildcard" like this once, so use carefully"
"titles don't matter. some people with this title have 10 years of experience. but i also agree that you deserve it and years of experience do not matter here"
So these are the exact wordings i got but i felt it gave me a mixed vibe and not a clear answer. I mean if i deserve it then why do i have to ask for it and why are you people not talking amongst yourselves when you promise such stuff while hiring, and if i don't deserve it then where do i need to improve on to which i again didn't get anything my role-related.
Am i asking for too much? Should I just let this go and wait for another 6 months? It felt like he was trying to scare me as if mentioning this to upper management will backfire or something?? (bc he said, they could just have your coworker from another project handle yours too)(like why was i hired then?)
I had been looking forward to this for months, trying to give more than expected just to make sure and now even if i have great reviews, i still get nothing? what is the point of performance reviews then?
Am I overthinking this? Please let me know if it sounds like something i can ignore? because the company and work is not bad, coworkers are fine too. I don't want to think about quitting just yet because of this.
2023.06.05 12:12 frankandbeanerz Dougs Vocals Live
Ive seen BTS a few times in smaller venues and have usually been right on the stage in front of Doug. Dougs voice has been very hard to hear at every show I've been too. Just saw them in Bristol at the Fleece, super small venue and it was probably the best it's been for vocal volume, but still drowned out a bit.
Is there a better place to be to hear him? I love Dougs voice.
I'm seeing them in Leeds and then again in Glagow, so if anyone has recommendations on the clubs in those cities that would be great.
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Is there a better place to be to hear him? I love Dougs voice.
I'm seeing them in Leeds and then again in Glagow, so if anyone has recommendations on the clubs in those cities that would be great.
2023.06.05 12:12 suhail_ansari Earthian society
I was thinking about Earthianism since past few days. I was thinking about how an Earthian society will work? Imagine a world where states and countries still exists but division of countries and is just for making administration more efficient, boundaries between countries aren't there to divide or stop people from moving to one place to another, a world where anyone can live anywhere and do anything as long as they are not committing a crime, in this world societies are sharing knowledge equally everywhere and we as humans are able to grow more than 10x faster because there are no advanced countries or backward countries. Every country is contributing to the development of humanity. There is still an army but it is not limited to any one country, Earthian army is there to fight all the bad and unsocial elements so there is no fighting between countries and there is no more loss of precious human lives in wars among countries. It sounds like fiction and there may be many hurdles to achieve a truly Earthian society but it might be possible if we as humans will be able to leave behind our ego, nationalism and patriotism.
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2023.06.05 12:12 Behoni FIRST BREAKUP
My girlfriend and i broke up few days ago. It was her idea because she lost feelings for me. I tried to fix things and find a solution to this problem but she just wanted to end it. It did hurt a lot and i cried for 2 whole days (I never cry especially this much). We didnt insult each other and we were not toxic to each other. I wished her luck in the future and she apologized but it is over between us. One thing that she did wrong is that she broke up with me right before final exams and she did it over text not in person. Which isnt fair from her side. I dont think it hit her like it did me because she said that she was thinking about break up for two months. She was an amazing partner and she meant the world to me. I was trying to treat her with respect and as much as i am a protective bf i know that i didnt control her at all. I was jealous over some small things but that shouldnt be a problem, quite opposite i think it is a problem if your gf/bf isnt jealous at all. She was never jealous over me but my point here isnt to insult her. I am not crying anymore but i am still very much dissapointed both in her and me. I know that this isnt the first case and this has happened to many guys out there. Her main reason for breaking up with me was that she lost her feelings and she said that she was too cold for me (i am a cancer and she is aquarious (english isnt my native language sry if i misspelled)). The whole time when we were together i was telling her that communication is a key to successfull relationship. Whenever i was feeling sad or if something was bothering me that she was doing, i would tell her. I was very open with her. She never complained about me and my behaviour which i believe led her to losing the feelings, which i was afraid of happening and yet it still happened. She plays VALORANT and i installed it to play with her, and we did play in the begging and it was fun. But later on whenever i would invite her to play it with me she didnt want (always had an excuse). I noticed that she was playing with some other guy and that is when i got jealous and angry. I told her that she should have told me about him and it would have been fine with me. I wouldnt mind her playing with some other dude if she has told me about him. And i told her that she should also tell me if she doesnt want to play with me then it is alright too. But she never did that. Me personally i dont think that she is mature enough to be in a relatioship and she wasnt commited for it. This was a first relationship for both of us and altough i really thought i would marry her, i guess people are right. I think i am going to live through this and better times are coming for sure.
My point here is that although she seemed like she was perfect for me in the beggining and we were both oppssesed with each other and so in love, it all faded away over night for her. I am not planning to date anyone soon because i want to be alone for some time and i want to work on myself. But when the time for dating comes how can i know that it wont happen again. Did i make any mistakes, if so how can i change myself. I always treated her with respect and i lover her for who she is. She admited at the end that i am the most genuine guy that she has ever met and that she was the main problem, but i know that i am not perfect.
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My point here is that although she seemed like she was perfect for me in the beggining and we were both oppssesed with each other and so in love, it all faded away over night for her. I am not planning to date anyone soon because i want to be alone for some time and i want to work on myself. But when the time for dating comes how can i know that it wont happen again. Did i make any mistakes, if so how can i change myself. I always treated her with respect and i lover her for who she is. She admited at the end that i am the most genuine guy that she has ever met and that she was the main problem, but i know that i am not perfect.
2023.06.05 12:12 cidra_ Desktop/Mobile solution to handle personal emails, newsletters, rss and mailing lists?
I'd like to keep track of the following:
I'd like to read them them together in huge lists, grouped by categories (e.g. all things related to cars, all things related to tech, all things related to Mozilla products, etc.)
I'm using Linux and Android.
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- newsletters: subscribe to a newsletter service or get forum/platform notifications via email
- mailing lists: may seem like a thing of the past, but i still check a few of them
- rss: new blog entries, new reddit posts
- personal emails: i don't get many, but it may happen sometimes.
I'd like to read them them together in huge lists, grouped by categories (e.g. all things related to cars, all things related to tech, all things related to Mozilla products, etc.)
I'm using Linux and Android.
2023.06.05 12:12 BossStannis Toes?
Is it professional and allowed for female staff to wear open toe sandles? Seen 4 today already. I’m still in my suit and tie. What’s the male equivalent? Birkenstocks?
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2023.06.05 12:11 coconutgonzales My ex completely understands my severe trauma and emotions and he has actively triggered it when he didn't have to. I am so overwhelmed. Someone please help.
I bumped into him the other day and had a massive embarrassing breakdown - it was horrible. We aren't on bad terms per se and we are still very much in love. It's been 3 months. I really struggled in front of him and feel so much overwhelming shame for my crying - I hyperventilated and had a panic attack when he left. I didn't abuse him, I didn't treat him badly. I messaged him to apologise and I even asked if it were okay if he could acknowledge the message due to my overwhelm. He didn't reply for two days. He knows exactly what ghosting and airing does to me. It was two days of not being able to eat, anxiety, no sleep. I texted him again this morning saying I'm so sorry again but I need to block him for a while due to how overwhelming this is. Then he responds to me absolutely immediately. Immediately. I feel so hurt... I regressed so much these days. He knows my severe trauma, my emotional neglect, he knows me more than absolutely anyone on this planet. He still cares for me so much - he has said this multiple times. I know that the encounter was a lot for him too. I would never belittle his mental health or healing. But it just feels like he is in control and his actions are still controlling my emotions. It feels cruel. Am I overreacting? I do completely respect him and his boundaries and want him to only feel comfortable. But I just feel so much shame and my trauma has all come back
The other week a similar situation happened and I didn't respond to his text for a few hours and he seemed to panic with texts apologising and ofc I'd respond because I would never air someone who I love and is so clearly overwhelmed. There's been multiple times in the past where I didn't respond for a bit and he'd double text to get an answer. I am so fucking anxious and again and I highly doubt he'll respond. I am a mess.
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The other week a similar situation happened and I didn't respond to his text for a few hours and he seemed to panic with texts apologising and ofc I'd respond because I would never air someone who I love and is so clearly overwhelmed. There's been multiple times in the past where I didn't respond for a bit and he'd double text to get an answer. I am so fucking anxious and again and I highly doubt he'll respond. I am a mess.
2023.06.05 12:11 free-dm Non kosher theatre
Hello. I'm im a woman and am invited to a theatre where there will be naked women and erotic scenes. Theatre is about a very old book about "how to deal with witches" and showing and explaining with a politicaly psychotherapeutic discussion after, how that book did affect thinking in many centuries and how that woman is "a witch" or a bad person if she is somehow dominant over man, is still affecting nowadays thinking. It will be a loud, alot of dancing, very 'non kosher' theatre. Should i go? I am not sure but i want because of the discussion after.
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2023.06.05 12:11 ShavieNCivil For that all consuming rage that comes after healing - angry music was weirdly the cure for me
I just saw the post about feeling angrier the more you heal. I honeslty didn't realise this was synonymous with cPTSD since it's something that really crept up on me aswell. So I thought I'd share my playlist.
I really struggled with anger and despite therapy helping with all my other symptoms and anxiety, that anger man, it just boils away inside of you and you don't know where to put it. Especially if like me, your life away from the trauma is so peaceful, it's an emotion I never experienced before and felt so put out of place and invalid.
But what helped me? Musicccccc 🤌 Sounds simple enough, but ever since I found out through pure accident that songs helped with regulating my rage and anger I've been keeping songs as my designated "wow I'm triggered and I can't freak out because I'm just unregulated but I need to vent these mad and injustice feelings somewhere so maybe I'll just belt out some songs on my drive home or go for a angry run and feel better" And I like songs that I can mostly sing to so screaming is mostly minimal till the end of the playlist.
Although it seems counter intuitive It works for me so well. I have all the therapy and tactics I need that helped process the past, this is purely emotional regulation when you're feelings won't align with the present.
I was never ever a emo or alt person, but after finding songs that expressed the same level of anguish and rage I had inside, I became the most bubbly cottage core metal head you've ever met. You'll see me driving down the freeway in my little girly car, wearing my little pink cardigan, with my little sunflower earrings on absolutely ripping up my vocal cords to the Rumbling. And it feels amazing once you embrace the feels.
We can't run from anger, it's a very valid feeling, but when it's out of place, music has saved me! I hope this helps others find music that aligns with the unsettling feelings that linger for years after xx
Playlist "Its okay, let that rage out 😌💥" Trigger warning these songs are very emotional, if you're still struggling with cptsd and not used to heavy metal these songs may be too harsh.
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0IOxzNSAoYQf3sPtjixOWe?si=M1ZjxBhjTQ6QfEF8jI3y4w&utm_source=copy-link
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I really struggled with anger and despite therapy helping with all my other symptoms and anxiety, that anger man, it just boils away inside of you and you don't know where to put it. Especially if like me, your life away from the trauma is so peaceful, it's an emotion I never experienced before and felt so put out of place and invalid.
But what helped me? Musicccccc 🤌 Sounds simple enough, but ever since I found out through pure accident that songs helped with regulating my rage and anger I've been keeping songs as my designated "wow I'm triggered and I can't freak out because I'm just unregulated but I need to vent these mad and injustice feelings somewhere so maybe I'll just belt out some songs on my drive home or go for a angry run and feel better" And I like songs that I can mostly sing to so screaming is mostly minimal till the end of the playlist.
Although it seems counter intuitive It works for me so well. I have all the therapy and tactics I need that helped process the past, this is purely emotional regulation when you're feelings won't align with the present.
I was never ever a emo or alt person, but after finding songs that expressed the same level of anguish and rage I had inside, I became the most bubbly cottage core metal head you've ever met. You'll see me driving down the freeway in my little girly car, wearing my little pink cardigan, with my little sunflower earrings on absolutely ripping up my vocal cords to the Rumbling. And it feels amazing once you embrace the feels.
We can't run from anger, it's a very valid feeling, but when it's out of place, music has saved me! I hope this helps others find music that aligns with the unsettling feelings that linger for years after xx
Playlist "Its okay, let that rage out 😌💥" Trigger warning these songs are very emotional, if you're still struggling with cptsd and not used to heavy metal these songs may be too harsh.
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0IOxzNSAoYQf3sPtjixOWe?si=M1ZjxBhjTQ6QfEF8jI3y4w&utm_source=copy-link