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2023.03.21 21:53 Diligent-Tie-5500 The Spiritual War
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. (Eph 6:12)
For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh: (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) (2 Cor 10:3-4)
The sins we struggle with have roots in both the physical and spiritual realms. Sin is caused by our own ignorance and fleshy desires, and also by demonic strongholds that “pull” us in.
I used to smoke weed and fornicate. These sins were rooted in my desire for fleshy pleasure, and also my pride — being high gave me delusional feelings of superiority and fornicating gave me delusional feelings of masculinity.
Back then, I was unaware of the spiritual realm, but could still acknowledge an uncanny “pull” toward these sins. Often as I descended into the basement to smoke, or traveled across town to fornicate, it felt like something was controlling my body. A demon, in fact, was. At the time, even if I had the desire to stop sinning, it would have been impossible without an awareness that the spiritual realm exists, and a complete reliance on the Almighty Father to pull down demonic strongholds and free me.
To escape sin, we need to control our desires. We needed to actually desire to be clean and stop sinning. This desire is a requirement, but not enough on its own. We are no match for spiritual wickedness by ourselves. We must be aware of the invisible spiritual war between the children of the Almighty Father and the children of Satan, and give our lives to the Almighty Father, relying entirely on Him. He frees us from demonic strongholds and gives us the strength and wisdom to safely maneuver through this wicked world.
In conclusion, escaping sin and successfully walking the LORD’s narrow path is dependent on a combination of things. These include 1. Acknowledging the constant spiritual war, and actively fighting for the LORD with prayer 2. Shunning deceptive worldly desires and instead fully desiring righteousness and obedience to the LORD 3. Relying entirely on the LORD for provisions, guidance, strength and wisdom. 4. Having a real faith in the LORD, that will create works such us separating from bad company, ever-developing a prayer life, and a continual study and meditation of the Bible.
You have never been tempted to sin in any different way than other people. God is faithful. He will not allow you to be tempted more than you can take. But when you are tempted, He will make a way for you to keep from falling into sin. (1 Cor 10:13)
Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needs not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth. (2 Tim 2:15)
No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon. (Matthew 6:24)
Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. (1 John 2:15)
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. (Rev 3:16)
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2023.03.21 21:52 Diligent-Tie-5500 The Spiritual War
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. (Eph 6:12)
For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh: (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) (2 Cor 10:3-4)
The sins we struggle with have roots in both the physical and spiritual realms. Sin is caused by our own ignorance and fleshy desires, and also by demonic strongholds that “pull” us in.
I used to smoke weed and fornicate. These sins were rooted in my desire for fleshy pleasure, and also my pride — being high gave me delusional feelings of superiority and fornicating gave me delusional feelings of masculinity.
Back then, I was unaware of the spiritual realm, but could still acknowledge an uncanny “pull” toward these sins. Often as I descended into the basement to smoke, or traveled across town to fornicate, it felt like something was controlling my body. A demon, in fact, was. At the time, even if I had the desire to stop sinning, it would have been impossible without an awareness that the spiritual realm exists, and a complete reliance on the Almighty Father to pull down demonic strongholds and free me.
To escape sin, we need to control our desires. We needed to actually desire to be clean and stop sinning. This desire is a requirement, but not enough on its own. We are no match for spiritual wickedness by ourselves. We must be aware of the invisible spiritual war between the children of the Almighty Father and the children of Satan, and give our lives to the Almighty Father, relying entirely on Him. He frees us from demonic strongholds and gives us the strength and wisdom to safely maneuver through this wicked world.
In conclusion, escaping sin and successfully walking the LORD’s narrow path is dependent on a combination of things. These include 1. Acknowledging the constant spiritual war, and actively fighting for the LORD with prayer 2. Shunning deceptive worldly desires and instead fully desiring righteousness and obedience to the LORD 3. Relying entirely on the LORD for provisions, guidance, strength and wisdom. 4. Having a real faith in the LORD, that will create works such us separating from bad company, ever-developing a prayer life, and a continual study and meditation of the Bible.
You have never been tempted to sin in any different way than other people. God is faithful. He will not allow you to be tempted more than you can take. But when you are tempted, He will make a way for you to keep from falling into sin. (1 Cor 10:13)
Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needs not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth. (2 Tim 2:15)
No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon. (Matthew 6:24)
Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. (1 John 2:15)
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. (Rev 3:16)
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2023.03.21 21:52 Watermelon_cat_ EYE FOR AND EYE, SINGLE FROM JOHN WICK 4 COMES OUT AT MIDNIGHT LOCAL!!
2023.03.21 21:52 Diligent-Tie-5500 The Spiritual War
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. (Eph 6:12)
For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh: (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) (2 Cor 10:3-4)
The sins we struggle with have roots in both the physical and spiritual realms. Sin is caused by our own ignorance and fleshy desires, and also by demonic strongholds that “pull” us in.
I used to smoke weed and fornicate. These sins were rooted in my desire for fleshy pleasure, and also my pride — being high gave me delusional feelings of superiority and fornicating gave me delusional feelings of masculinity.
Back then, I was unaware of the spiritual realm, but could still acknowledge an uncanny “pull” toward these sins. Often as I descended into the basement to smoke, or traveled across town to fornicate, it felt like something was controlling my body. A demon, in fact, was. At the time, even if I had the desire to stop sinning, it would have been impossible without an awareness that the spiritual realm exists, and a complete reliance on the Almighty Father to pull down demonic strongholds and free me.
To escape sin, we need to control our desires. We needed to actually desire to be clean and stop sinning. This desire is a requirement, but not enough on its own. We are no match for spiritual wickedness by ourselves. We must be aware of the invisible spiritual war between the children of the Almighty Father and the children of Satan, and give our lives to the Almighty Father, relying entirely on Him. He frees us from demonic strongholds and gives us the strength and wisdom to safely maneuver through this wicked world.
In conclusion, escaping sin and successfully walking the LORD’s narrow path is dependent on a combination of things. These include 1. Acknowledging the constant spiritual war, and actively fighting for the LORD with prayer 2. Shunning deceptive worldly desires and instead fully desiring righteousness and obedience to the LORD 3. Relying entirely on the LORD for provisions, guidance, strength and wisdom. 4. Having a real faith in the LORD, that will create works such us separating from bad company, ever-developing a prayer life, and a continual study and meditation of the Bible.
You have never been tempted to sin in any different way than other people. God is faithful. He will not allow you to be tempted more than you can take. But when you are tempted, He will make a way for you to keep from falling into sin. (1 Cor 10:13)
Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needs not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth. (2 Tim 2:15)
No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon. (Matthew 6:24)
Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. (1 John 2:15)
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. (Rev 3:16)
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2023.03.21 21:52 Diligent-Tie-5500 The Spiritual War
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. (Eph 6:12)
For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh: (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) (2 Cor 10:3-4)
The sins we struggle with have roots in both the physical and spiritual realms. Sin is caused by our own ignorance and fleshy desires, and also by demonic strongholds that “pull” us in.
I used to smoke weed and fornicate. These sins were rooted in my desire for fleshy pleasure, and also my pride — being high gave me delusional feelings of superiority and fornicating gave me delusional feelings of masculinity.
Back then, I was unaware of the spiritual realm, but could still acknowledge an uncanny “pull” toward these sins. Often as I descended into the basement to smoke, or traveled across town to fornicate, it felt like something was controlling my body. A demon, in fact, was. At the time, even if I had the desire to stop sinning, it would have been impossible without an awareness that the spiritual realm exists, and a complete reliance on the Almighty Father to pull down demonic strongholds and free me.
To escape sin, we need to control our desires. We needed to actually desire to be clean and stop sinning. This desire is a requirement, but not enough on its own. We are no match for spiritual wickedness by ourselves. We must be aware of the invisible spiritual war between the children of the Almighty Father and the children of Satan, and give our lives to the Almighty Father, relying entirely on Him. He frees us from demonic strongholds and gives us the strength and wisdom to safely maneuver through this wicked world.
In conclusion, escaping sin and successfully walking the LORD’s narrow path is dependent on a combination of things. These include 1. Acknowledging the constant spiritual war, and actively fighting for the LORD with prayer 2. Shunning deceptive worldly desires and instead fully desiring righteousness and obedience to the LORD 3. Relying entirely on the LORD for provisions, guidance, strength and wisdom. 4. Having a real faith in the LORD, that will create works such us separating from bad company, ever-developing a prayer life, and a continual study and meditation of the Bible.
You have never been tempted to sin in any different way than other people. God is faithful. He will not allow you to be tempted more than you can take. But when you are tempted, He will make a way for you to keep from falling into sin. (1 Cor 10:13)
Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needs not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth. (2 Tim 2:15)
No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon. (Matthew 6:24)
Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. (1 John 2:15)
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. (Rev 3:16)
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2023.03.21 21:51 Diligent-Tie-5500 The Spiritual War
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. (Eph 6:12)
For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh: (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;) (2 Cor 10:3-4)
The sins we struggle with have roots in both the physical and spiritual realms. Sin is caused by our own ignorance and fleshy desires, and also by demonic strongholds that “pull” us in.
I used to smoke weed and fornicate. These sins were rooted in my desire for fleshy pleasure, and also my pride — being high gave me delusional feelings of superiority and fornicating gave me delusional feelings of masculinity.
Back then, I was unaware of the spiritual realm, but could still acknowledge an uncanny “pull” toward these sins. Often as I descended into the basement to smoke, or traveled across town to fornicate, it felt like something was controlling my body. A demon, in fact, was. At the time, even if I had the desire to stop sinning, it would have been impossible without an awareness that the spiritual realm exists, and a complete reliance on the Almighty Father to pull down demonic strongholds and free me.
To escape sin, we need to control our desires. We needed to actually desire to be clean and stop sinning. This desire is a requirement, but not enough on its own. We are no match for spiritual wickedness by ourselves. We must be aware of the invisible spiritual war between the children of the Almighty Father and the children of Satan, and give our lives to the Almighty Father, relying entirely on Him. He frees us from demonic strongholds and gives us the strength and wisdom to safely maneuver through this wicked world.
In conclusion, escaping sin and successfully walking the LORD’s narrow path is dependent on a combination of things. These include 1. Acknowledging the constant spiritual war, and actively fighting for the LORD with prayer 2. Shunning deceptive worldly desires and instead fully desiring righteousness and obedience to the LORD 3. Relying entirely on the LORD for provisions, guidance, strength and wisdom. 4. Having a real faith in the LORD, that will create works such us separating from bad company, ever-developing a prayer life, and a continual study and meditation of the Bible.
You have never been tempted to sin in any different way than other people. God is faithful. He will not allow you to be tempted more than you can take. But when you are tempted, He will make a way for you to keep from falling into sin. (1 Cor 10:13)
Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needs not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth. (2 Tim 2:15)
No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon. (Matthew 6:24)
Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. (1 John 2:15)
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. (Rev 3:16)
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2023.03.21 21:51 NextBrando234 (Offer) Empire of Light HD, Elvis 4K, The Lost Boys 4K, Spider-Man No Way Home 4K, Mickey & Minnie Shorts Vol 1 HD, Star Trek: The Original 4 Film Collection 4K, The Lost City 4K, FireStarter HD, many more. (Request) Plane 4K, Vudu Credits.
Offering: Will trade 4K for 4K or 4K for 2 HD titles.
Mainly looking for VUDU CREDITS & NEW RELEASES.
All codes are U.S. and come from HD/4K Blu-rays.
WILL port to MA:
A Good Day to Die Hard (Extended) HD (MA)
Empire of Light HD (MA)
Elvis 4K (MA)
FireStarter HD (2022) (MA)
Finding Dory HD (MA)
Incredibles 2 HD (MA)
Mickey & Minnie: 10 Classic Shorts Vol 1 HD (MA)
News of the World HD (MA)
Poltergeist 4K (1982) (MA)
Spider-Man: No Way Home 4K (MA)
Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker HD (MA)
The Lost Boys 4K (1987) (MA)
The Invisible Man 2020 HD (MA)
The Call of the Wild HD (MA)
Vivo HD (MA)
West Side Story 2021 HD (MA)
Will NOT port to MA:
Bumblebee 4K (Vudu/Apple TV)
Bumblebee HD (Vudu/4K Apple TV)
Clifford The Big Red Dog HD (Vudu/4K Apple TV)
It's A Wonderful Life HD (Vudu/4K Apple TV
John Wick HD (Vudu)
Love the Coopers HD (Vudu/Apple TV)
Mission Impossible Fallout 4K (iTunes/Vudu)
The Lost City 4K (Vudu/Apple TV)
Star Trek: The Original 4 Film Collection 4K (Vudu/AppleTV)
Star Trek Into Darkness HD (Vudu/4K Apple TV)
Star Trek Beyond HD (Vudu/4K Apple TV)
The Hunger Games HD (Vudu)
Terminator: Dark Fate 4K (Vudu/Apple TV)
Transformers: The Last Knight HD (Vudu/4k Apple TV)
Transformers: Age of Extinction HD (Vudu/4k Apple TV)
Wonder Park HD (VUDU/4k Apple TV)
Looking For:
New Releases
Plane 4K
Vudu Credits
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2023.03.21 21:51 outsidein292 [WTS] Swampfox arrowhead 1x10 with mount and offset red dot
$540 shipped.
https://imgur.com/a/elnV6AI Selling a lightly used Swampfox arrowhead 1-10x24 optic. It is the green guerilla dot bdc long reticle for 5.56 or .308. BDC out to 800 yds. Has included throw lever.
Comes with a swampfox hostile engagement mount (1.6 height)
Comes with a swampfox 1x27 justice red dot.
This whole set up saw around 100 rounds of use on a ar10 .308. I reliably hit plates at 600 yds using it. Only reason for sale is a got a great deal on a 3x15 and want to try out some longer range shooting. If you aren't familiar with swampfox, they are a newer American company. They offer a warranty similar to Vortex. A coworker busted a red dot on a handgun and they sent him a new one no questions asked.
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2023.03.21 21:50 elvisjaggeraj 10 grams fresh Atlantis truffles – 1st trip ever – A Shapeshifting Native American Shaman helped me to expel my demon of alcoholism
I (30+F) have been interested in microdosing and psylocibe mushrooms as medicine since I’ve read about its amazing effects on depression, anxiety, and in particular, alcohol dependence, all I’m having issues with. I’ve been having hardships with AUD since I had my first beer ever and after all these years I’m now determined to put an end to this family curse. MDing helped but not to the extent i’d hoped.
After some troublesome events in my life (also alcohol related, in the family) I had to take some off days from work and decided this was the chance to try and ask for some higher guidance, even though I was sure anyone would advised against it in the way i was.
As a complete beginner in tripping or any psychedelics at all, but not a complete beginner in meditation, I’ve educated myself on hundreds of tripreports and scientific articles. I kind of had an idea of the tools and mindset I needed, and after appx 35 hours of fasting (accidental, due to above mentioned unforseeable events), slowly chewed that handful of truffles, and washed them down with lemon water at around 10pm. No problem, they were like kinda off walnuts to me.
I sat down to play some Hogwarts Legacy but soon felt lightheaded and at loss of my physical capabilities. I began feeling very weak, I just assumed it had to do with my not eating for almost 2 days. I turned my PC off and said goodnight to my BF just before 11pm. I laid down in my room (yeah we have separate rooms but that’s how it works for us bc of mismatching circadian rythms and sleep issues on my side) and put on some binaural relax beats with „forest creek” sounds.
Tried to meditate for what felt like hours, but didn’t feel a thing. Put down my headphones and gathered my weighted blanket and other comfort-stuff and cuddled in, lights still on, and started to fiddle with my phone. 11.40pm.
A few minutes might have passed until I realized I have insane nausea and can’t really see what I’m reading, so put the phone down and tried to comfort myself with things like „i have felt worse and I’m OK now” or „bad things have happened to me and I’m still here now” or „I’m here for guidance and wherever it may lead I must let it come, accept it and learn my lesson”. With these thoughts, I slowly began dissociating, like the stuff in my room was unrecognizable, foreign, distant, and just overall, not „there” in a certain sense. And I began losing sense of my body as well, felt as if I was just a brain without a body, then just a mind without a brain, then just a single hair of thought without even a mind.
Some mild hallucinations came up, like when drifting in and out of dreams, with every few seconds I closed my eyes i experienced dozens of lives, emotions, situations, states and beings, all with beautiful imagery and etheric music, but nothing I could describe in detail. Felt a thought coming up, ’this is just playing around’. And it was, me learning that I can drift in, and I can drift out to anchor into ’reality’ if I wished, but it’s not what I came here for. I came for guidance.
By this time, I totally lost contact with my body and some troubling imagery came up as well.
This felt really scary, I’m sure I’ve had moments (probably only seconds) when I was crying and wailing silently for help and said I’d accept anything, I just want some help, and if I have to die so be it, they would know I tried so hard to cope with everything.
I realized what I’d read in many reports, that you really have to let the guidance come, come what may. So I decided to let it come.
I felt very small. Very useless. Frail and insignificant. A shadow came above me, a shadow of a vengeful Bison God, wanting to gobble me up.
I cried and woke. I was very afraid but couldn’t help not drifting back.
I was weak, a newborn calf, I saw the sky above, smelled the grass beneath myself, smelled milk i couldn’t have, and had an overlooming feeling of being small and feeble, and knew I was about to die. And I let it come.
I cried really badly then, and woke again for a few seconds. It was midnight on the dot. Felt like whole lifetimes had passed. But I thougt I’d died already and yet I was there again, so let’s see where we go next. Turned the bedside lights off and turned on my back from the baby pose I’ve been huddled up in. Darkness immediately made everything go deeper and I felt some kind of power beginning to surge.
I was a huge bison. My muscles bulging. I knew that I had to die so that someone else can have my muscles to grow large and strong on. And although dying still felt scary, there was a certain calm, natural acceptance to it.
Then the power really began to surge, I felt like I was running on all fours with a certain speed only panic and fear can induce, I felt my muscle fibers contract and that I had to run as fast as I could, if I had to die anyway, I might even fight to live for another day. Then felt pain in my neck.
The animal I was on all fours now, had a huge chest, strong thighs, bulky traps, claws, and I ran as fast as I could, with all my muscle and nerve fibers engaged, I ran in a way only need can induce, that I had to kill if I don’t want to die anytime soon.
Then something very strange happened. Those strong muscles I’d been feeding transformed to feel more human. I was, or in the same way, was not, a Native American shapeshifting shaman who seemed to have no gender nor age, and they were the one who came to help me and showed me the trials of the Grass, the Calf, the Bison, the Deer and the Cougar.
They told me that being nurtured by grass, bison and deer, I must be strong enough now.
And I was, I felt glowing and growing.
Growing into something dark and threatening I tried to validate. I tried rationalizing that this kind of power can be harnessed too, and that it wasn’t that bad, but inside I knew it was a lie. I tensed and was throwing myself left and right on my bed and I wanted to scream and shout and roar.
All of a sudden, when my muscles just wanted to rip, I saw the whole thing from the outside, and the Shaman, the Cougar, the Deer and the Bison came forth, then my BF, and my cat, even my therapist. And the demon that was so strong it could’ve killed me, was nothing but a mere glass bottle now.
And I screamed at it, „you said you would help but I don’t need you know! I don’t need you anymore! You could make small (me) believe that I did, but I have help now, I am strong now, I’ve got the Bison and the Deer nurturing me, and I do not need you anymore, get out of my life, get out of me!”
I remember mouthing this, I am just hoping that I wasn’t really shouting.
I don’t know how long I screamed and yelled, but after a while I grew very very tired and spent.
I slowly gained control of my limbs and began noticing my breath, my sore muscles, my bed and the cool rough linen sheets on my skin.
I said thanks to the Shaman, the guiding animals and spirits, and of course the mushrooms for helping and teaching me today, and laid idle for a few minutes (not sure about that tho) wondering whether I had anything else to do there.
When I came to, I still was dizzy and shaky, but I got up as soon as I could, to write the first draft of my report in my journal. Took a leak, almost freaked out by my huge pupils in the mirror, then ate the juiciest, tartest, tastiest apple of my life and journaled. Almost fainted into sleep at some minutes short 4am.
Since then, I had the luck to talk this experience over with my amazing therapist, who was really open-minded and understanding, not to mention knowledgable on the topic.
I understood that I am loved; linked with all the grass, deer, bison and everything, that I have helpers, and that I am never again giving so much power to something so deceptive as alcohol. I now have tools to help relax, I have people and spirits around me to guide me, I have people around me who love me and deserve that I learn to love them and myself just as dear.
Even though this wasn’t SUCH a big dose, the trip was very intense, lively and vivid. I am happy I had a clear intention to begin with and immensely grateful to have received such a clear guidance.
I am happy.
TL;DR: title
note 1: in the recent months, I have gravitated towards a ketovore diet, consisting mainly of organic grass-fed beef and sustainably hunted wild deer (friends as reliable sources, as my luck would have it) so I even felt kind of silly that I got this trip. Still, this way of eating has helped tremendously with my gut and autoimmune issues so it might have something to it, I’m feeling notably better.
note2: few days prior to this trip I’d watched a trailer of a new animated movie relating to Native American mythology which felt very intense. Might be related as well.
2 weeks later
I’ve had an integration session with my therapist about this experience. The Calf, the death of the Calf, I just didn’t, couldn’t understand; no matter how much I meditated on it, I just felt that its death was in vain. During that guided meditation my therapist led me in, I revisited that feeling. All those spirits came up to me and I asked them why they came in the first place; I knew I kind of understood them all but the calf. And then the calf showed me all that frail feeling, how does it feel when you’re waning out of life, and how the whole herd stepped above them, how crows and coyotes and bugs and snails came to integrate that small body that once me, the calf was. I realized that the death of the calf was part of the cycle as well, but on a different level.
I now know that weakness and feebleness has a place in the whole picture. I am just unable to accept my smallness yet. My feelings of being meek, small, weak, left, inapt. And it hurts a lot. And this is my weakest point.
wrap-up
it’s been 20 days since, and I’ve had 15 dry days. A score that hasn’t happened in years. I’m grateful. But yearning to learn. Looking forward to my next experience, even though I am not ’called’ by another trip rn.
This was an extremely interesting trip. I've had very clear intentions and I felt confident with letting it come. All as a story, a very vivid dream, almost like written and directed, as much so it even feels unreal, or silly. I often have very interesting and dramatically „written” dreams but this was something else. I see it as a very suprising and uncommon element, that I felt everything in my muscles. EVERYTHING in my physical, mortal, biological dirtbag of a body.
Shrooms are medicine. to be respected. And a powerful ally. I am grateful for all I have around me.
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2023.03.21 21:50 jjkfeng [GTA, ON][H]Watercooling fittings, cash, emt [W]12900k, z690/790 itx mobo, 2 qdc, intel 12/13 waterblock/1700lga cpu block
Hi Swappers!
Watercooling fittings for sale:
- used 16mm gold 2/ea
- new 16mm black/silver 2.5/ea
- cpu block/pump/res combo 70/ea
- new red 14mm fittings 3/ea
- used white 14mm fittings 2.8/ea
- new bykski pump/res 180
looking for, paying:
- 12900k/nonk/kf 400-450
- +z690/z790i mobo ~300,
- 2 qdc fittings ~10-15
- lga1700 cpu block ~80-100
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2023.03.21 21:50 dalshbet Seatgeek tickets for sale already?
Just saw one of my fave artists is in the lineup, but I don’t know what day. Saw that Seatgeek is already selling tickets, which I’m guessing are going to be resale. One has a July hand in date
Are these tickets legit enough to buy now? Or do I wait until presale sale starts? Don’t really wanna pay 400+ to see one person..
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2023.03.21 21:49 EdmRealtor Feb 2023 Real Estate Data Viz
2023.03.21 21:49 catlover4577 I don’t know how to help myself, I feel very useless at times.
Throwaway account for privacy reasons.
I (21F) was born with hearing problems. I found out about it when I was in kindergarten, but growing up, I never believed I had hearing problems because I thought I heard everyone just fine. I ignored that they even exist.
In my teen years I was very social and friendly. I wouldn’t say I was an extrovert but I wasn’t an introvert either. I was loved by my coworkers and classmates. A lot of boys in my work/school had a crush on me.
During that time I was always working. From ages 15-18 I was in the food industry doing customer service.
After covid hit, I started realizing that I actually have trouble hearing people. When they had masks on I pretty much couldn’t hear what they had to say. I started gaining serious social anxiety. I was doing my college classes online and pretty much never went out and had zero friends. I only had my SO at the time who was the only one there for me and helped me with all my classes. I always struggled with school since I was a child, I don’t think I could have done my online classes without him. after classes became in-person, the thought of going back to school gave me severe anxiety. I completed my associates degree online with the help of my SO.
As time passed after covid, I started gaining serious social anxiety. I was not sure if it was because I was stuck home pretty much 24/7 during covid and lost my social skills or because I realized I have a hearing problem.
I applied for a job at best buy where my SO worked, and I absolutely hated any of my shifts without him. We had a work meeting for new employees where everyone had masks on and all the new employees would get up to demonstrate what they will do if so and so happens at the workplace, and I absolutely didn’t hear anything that was going on. When it was my turn to go, I ran to the bathroom and started bawling my eyes out, I was so embarrassed and anxious, I didn’t know what to do when I went back to the meeting. I eventually went inside and asked the manager to meet me outside, I told him about my hearing problems and he explained everything to me. I went back inside and did my part, but when I left and drove home I bawled my eyes out the entire way home. A new level of trauma was unlocked for me. This was the first time I was in this type of social environment where I couldn’t hear and had to talk as well.
A year or so after, I got married to my SO, luckily for me he made enough money and I had just completed my associates degree and didn’t have a plan to continue school, nor did I work during the time. So I decided I will be a housewife. And I loved it. I loved being comfortable in my own home and not having to have social anxiety in the outside world. This was a year ago.
Fast forward to now, I feel it biting me in the butt. We moved to a new state and i am so much happier moving away from toxic family/in laws but I am so codependent on DH that I can’t even make returns on my own. I will have him come to the mall with me to do my return, not because I’m lazy but because i’m afraid I won’t be able to hear the sales associate. I’m embarrassed I will have to keep asking them to repeat themselves and still not be able to hear them. Yesterday I had an orthodontist appointment for the first time in the new state we moved to, and I was so so anxious. My husband drove me there, I didn’t expect him to come inside with me but he did anyway. I was scared I wouldn’t be able to hear them but luckily I did. The doctors there always speak in a loud and clear voice. I felt very proud of myself that I did the talking on my own. I know it’s a small thing, but I don’t think anyone understands how hard it is to be in the outside world when you cannot even hear anything properly and don’t want to share it to anyone either.
I catch myself purposely ignoring people if DH and I are out for example in the elevator or a restaurant i’ll look down on my phone so that nobody talks to me, and if someone talks to me and I can’t hear them i’ll either say “yeah” or smile, and I leave without having no idea what they said. Because of this huge insecurity I refuse to have a social life, I am codependent on my husband when it comes to being in social situations. But I am afraid, when I have kids, and I have to take them to appointments, or go to their school, or whatever, how will I do it?
My DH is aware of all this, that’s why he is always there to help me. He understands me and will never not be there to help me in these kind of situations. But I wonder, will he ever resent me? For not being able to hear enough, for making him repeat himself when he talks to me, for asking him to come with me to certain places when I want him to be the one to talk to someone because I’m afraid I won’t be able to hear.
I don’t want to wear hearing aids, I can accept that I have hearing problems but I am not ready for the world to accept it. I just want to be able to hear again.
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2023.03.21 21:49 PrestigiousRisk4531 How To Watch John Wick: Chapter 4 Streaming Free?
Keanu Reeves Movies!! Here are options for downloading or watching John Wick: Chapter 4 streaming the full movie online for free on 123movies & Reddit, including where to watch the iconic action movie franchise continues with a new chapter at home. John Wick: Chapter 4 2023 available to stream on? Is watching John Wick: Chapter 4 on Paramount Plus, HBO Max, Netflix or Amazon Prime? Yes, we have found an authentic streaming service/media.
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Get ready to add another superhero movie to your queue! Four years after Shazam hit theaters, it’s finally getting a sequel with John Wick: Chapter 4.
The DC movie follows Billy Batson (Zachary Levi) and his foster siblings as they turn into superheroes upon saying the word, “Shazam!” In the 130-minute film, the group must stop the Daughters of Atlas from using a weapon that could destroy the world.
So where can you watch John Wick: Chapter 4? Is it on HBO Max? What about Netflix? Here’s everything we know about the upcoming movie:
When Will John Wick: Chapter 4 Be Released?
John Wick: Chapter 4 was set to be released in theaters on march.
Will John Wick: Chapter 4 Coming to Movie Theaters?
Yes, John Wick: Chapter 4 will be released exclusively in theaters on March 24, 2023. Originally, the movie was expected to be released on April 1, 2021, but was then pushed to November 4, 2021, and again to March 17, 2023, with these delays ultimately being caused by the COVID-19 pandemic. Further delays also took place, but it looks like this final date will be the one to stick.
Where To Watch John Wick: Chapter 4:
As of now, the only place to watch John Wick: Chapter 4 is to go to a movie theater when it drops on Friday, March 17. You can find a local showing on Fandango.
Other than that, you will have to wait for it to become available to rent or purchase on digital platforms like Prime Video, Apple, and Vudu or stream on HBO Max. Read on for more information.
Will John Wick: Chapter 4 Available for Streaming Online?
Right now, there are currently no confirmed plans for streaming John Wick: Chapter 4. As more cinemas open up and theater attendance continues to rise post-pandemic, simultaneous streaming and theater releases are becoming less common. However, if past titles are anything to go by, it’s a safe bet that Fury Of The Gods will join its DCEU siblings on HBO Max within the next few months. It’s possible that you’ll also be able to rent or buy copies of the movie on other
streaming platforms, such as Amazon or YouTube but again, it’ll be a while before the movie becomes available anywhere other than in theaters.
When Will John Wick: Chapter 4 Be Streaming On HBO MAX?
Since John Wick: Chapter 4 is being distributed by Warner Bros. Discovery, it will, indeed, join HBO Max. However, unlike last year when the company would drop their movies on the streaming platform the same day they were released in theaters, we are going to have to wait at least 45 days before we can watch from the comfort of our living rooms.
While there is no official streaming release date yet, Black Adam, another Warner Bros. movie, was released in theaters on Oct. 21 and didn’t make its way to HBO Max until Dec. 16 — just over 45 days after it debuted. If John Wick: Chapter 4 follows the same trajectory, it’s possible we won’t be able to stream it until early May 2023.
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2023.03.21 21:48 TonyZ- A5X for sale, lightly used and well taken care of. I will ship anywhere in continental USA. Comes with two pens, unit and charging cable. 450$ shipped.
2023.03.21 21:48 No_Doctor5210 Anyone bought any elite figures recently from Walmart?
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2023.03.21 21:48 Bunkans SIB Destiny 2 expansions Beyond Light and Shadowkeep ONLY as a new player?
I played a tiny bit of Destiny 1 and never Destiny 2. I have been in the market for a grindy type of game with some constant progression and saw that Destiny 2 had a f2p aspect. I've been playing it a bit and having some fun and saw a couple of the older expansions are on sale and was wondering if picking up just Beyond Light and Shadowkeep would be worth it as a new player or would it be a waste of money.
I've read around how people have been critical of the constant monetization of this game and while that is a bit of a turnoff, the game so far has kept me hooked enough to not mind throwing a bit of money into it. Would I be missing out by not getting the newer expansions Witch Queen and Lightfall? The expansion system is a bit confusing since I've been reading there were expansions but then bungie deleted some content or something. I'm not entirely sure what I'm getting into here. Also, I would be playing mostly solo and relying on matchmaking since I don't have any friends who play it.
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2023.03.21 21:47 lowg187 What DLCs are a must?
Me and 2 other friends just got this game when the spring sale started last week. We are all enjoying it so far but a little overwhelmed with the DLC options. What ones should we go for (if any) before the sale ends?
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2023.03.21 21:47 Adamant75 Dino nuggets plushies for sale! Check ‘em out here link below.
2023.03.21 21:47 LordShaggy [US-CA] [H] vinyl records (VMP, VGM, vaporwave, movie OSTs, rare stuff) [W] raw keys (list included) - New Stuff added!
Here’s a list of records I’d like to trade:
**Arlie - Wait (VMP Exclusive - SUPER rare EP - sealed)
Armand Hammer - Furtive Movements (VMP Exclusive - sealed- seam split on top)
Bruce Springsteen - Lucky Town (90s release - sealed)
Capcom - Street Fighter Alpha 3 boxset (Pink Swirl variant)
Danny Elfman - Big Fish (Green Barnes & Noble variant - sealed)
Death Grips - Bottomless Pit (unofficial - sealed - white)
Electric Wizard - Come my Fanatics… (Splatter variant - sealed - seam split on top)
Fiona Apple - Extraordinary Machine (VMP Exclusive - Green/Blue Swirl variant - sealed - seam split on bottom)
Green Jelly - Maximum Carnage (Red Black Marble - unofficial release)
Hermanos Gutierrez - El Bueno y El Malo (VMP Exclusive - sealed)
Hello Meteor - An Unfamiliar Place (Sky Blue Variant - sealed)
Interpol - Turn on the Bright Lights (VMP exclusive - Red - sealed)
John Williams - Memoirs of a Geisha (Pink Marble Barnes & Noble variant - sealed)
**John Williams - Superman OST (Test Pressing - Mondo)
Kevin Wet - Hard Attack (Picture disc - explicit photo)
Konami - Silent Hill 2 (Silver Mondo variant - sealed)
Konami - GetsuFuma Den: Undying Moon (Red Black Smoke - sealed)
Khanate - Khanate (OOP)
**Lady Gaga - The Fame Monster (Deluxe Box Set from Urban Outfitters - VERY rare - sealed)
Laufey - Everything I Know About Love (VMP Exclusive - corner ding - sealed)
Napalm Death - Scum (Picture disc)
Oklou - Galore (black - sealed)
Operation Ivy - Energy (sealed - small cover dent)
PEGA 速力 - 新しい日 (Sealed)
Revolting Cocks - You Godamned Son of a Bitch (US press - VG+)
Sleep - The Sciences (Green vinyl - VG+)
**Sparklehorse: Box of Stars (sealed boxset - SUPER rare)
**that dog. - Old LP (Kickstarter yellow variant - includes thank you insert - signed by band!)
Towers - Towers (Blue and White Moonphase variant - 2020 release)
Ushirogami Hikaretai - うしろ髪ひかれ隊
Various - Steven Universe Vol 1 (10” collection - sealed)
悲しい ANDROID - APARTMENT - The Stars Through Your Eyes (Picture disc - sealed)
I also have a lot of rare vaporwave/future funk cassettes incl Bigwave, Neon City releases, etc.
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I’m mainly looking for raw keys, such as:
ASM 300
ASM 129
Ultimate Fallout 4
Uncanny X-men 140
Incredible Hulk 340
Uncanny X Men 167
Uncanny X Men 234
Batman 497
Savage She Hulk 1
Batman Adventures 12
Edge of Spiderverse 2
Darth Vader 3
Wolverine 1
Any hip-hop variants
I know I’m asking for some super rare keys, so I’ve included some $200-400 items (the ones with **) as trade bait. Also, I’m wide open as to offers for other raw keys!
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2023.03.21 21:47 Bravokado_ H: Weapons/Armor/Plans for Sale and Trade. W: Caps/Aid/Ammo/Junk
- Link to Google Sheets in the comments below
- Availability (PST Time Zone):
- Past 6 pm on weekdays
- Generally, all day on weekends
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2023.03.21 21:46 frotzed [USA-GA] [H] Apple Watch Ultra; AppleCare+ until November 10, 2024 [W] PayPal
Up for sale today is my Apple Watch Ultra! The watch is in wonderful like-new condition. As you can see from the photos, there are a few virtually imperceptible dings on the outside edge of the case. Anything that looks like "marks" on the glass or the back is lint from the paper towel I used to clean it off. In one photo you can see a fingerprint of mine.
Unfortunately, I don't have the box it came in, but it does come with everything pictured: 1. Fast-charging cable 2. Midnight Ocean band (gently used, cleaned) 3. Yellow Ocean band (unused) 4. Green Alpine Loop (gently used, cleaned)
The asking price is $700 Repairs: none
I'll pay to ship (tracked/insured) for CONUS addresses. For anything other than the continental US, the buyer will pay shipping.
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