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2014.09.11 19:18 Ancient Civilizations and related content
This subreddit is about the past civilizations that walked the earth. Just as us, they also altered their environments to fulfill their needs and left us clues about their lives, culture, beliefs and so on. The wonders of the past shall surface here.
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2023.03.31 19:02 Ralakus Is there anything we can do as a community?
With the update servers being down and all development seeming to be halted, is there anything that we can do as a community to keep this distro alive? I'm sure there are quite a few developers in the community that are willing to step up and help keep the distro alive and keep on developing it, myself included but I've only got very limited skill and time. If there isn't a way to officially help Solus, are the repos and tooling available to possibly make a fork of Solus in case this project officially sinks?
Solus has been my go to and only Linux distro since 2018 and it's a shame that the distro seems to be on life support at the moment. Thank you to all the developers and contributors of Solus for giving me and many other users many years of quite possibly the best desktop Linux experience.
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Solus has been my go to and only Linux distro since 2018 and it's a shame that the distro seems to be on life support at the moment. Thank you to all the developers and contributors of Solus for giving me and many other users many years of quite possibly the best desktop Linux experience.
2023.03.31 19:01 rluen 804. D'Angelo / Brown Sugar / 1995
I put on my headphones and went out into the most unsoulfull environment, and still got in the sexy mood with this one, despite what my eyes saw and the crow around me. Others have a similar ability to create a nice atmosphere, but this really has some creative beats that keep the journey interesting.
This is his lowest ranked album on rateyourmusic I will get back to the others, since this neosoul was not my thing when I first listen to them. Is this the best album from D'Angelo to be on this list?
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This is his lowest ranked album on rateyourmusic I will get back to the others, since this neosoul was not my thing when I first listen to them. Is this the best album from D'Angelo to be on this list?
Spotify / YouTube Music / Apple Music
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2023.03.31 19:01 Kamen-Rider-Artif Hikyo Blue's Sentai Reviews: Shin'eitai Sentai Idoranger
"When the evil hidden organisation Ids arrives in Japan to take over its illustrious idol industry, the mysterious general(?) Hayakawa Nanami recruits three agents from different idol groups. Each receiving specialised training from their respective groups, Nanami hopes that their unique fighting styles derived from their dancing moves will be enough to turn the tide of battle. Donning special power suits, Kano Mai, Momoi Airi, and Hinomori Shizuku become "Shin'eitai Sentai Idoranger".
However, they aren't alone! Originally just a mere idol fan, the death of her beloved Samo-chan leads Hanasato Minori to become an investigator, eventually coming across Ids and Idoranger's fight when Haruka saves her during a clash between the two. Now knowing the truth behind the decline of the world's music industries and what it means for her favourite idols, Minori too joins Idolranger, her makeshift fusion of the other styles potentially the key to defeating Ids once and for all."
Standard. As much as I hate to say it, the plot of this show couldn't be any more standard. Not that I can particularly blame them though. If I had to produce a show filled with Japanese culture in collaboration with an American company, I'd probably fumble in this way too. At least the villains themselves are unique in that the monster of the week are apparently chosen by Ids' Higher Power and therefore higher ranking than the generals ordering them. So long as you ignore the blandness of The Higher Power, the relationship between the villains is decently fresh.
As for the heroes, it really is a case of the actors selling me more than the characters. Taken at face value, the characters are basically stock characters from previous series, but the actors are absolutely trying their best with what little they're given. Shout out in particular to Minori, who despite having the most basic description really shows how much her unique perspective differentiates her from her fellow team members, and Kiritani Haruka, who manages to shine despite coming in later as a replacement for Mai.
Ultimately, once everyone manages to break free of the boring scenarios forced by the plot, you can have a pretty enjoyable time. With some snazzy action thanks to the premise and fun monster interactions, there's still plenty-
"So this is that show you were watching... hey, why is that girl doing a Spanish dance when she's meant to be doing a french one?"
Luka, can't you see I'm busy here!? Argh, forget it!
Hikyo Blue, signing out!
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However, they aren't alone! Originally just a mere idol fan, the death of her beloved Samo-chan leads Hanasato Minori to become an investigator, eventually coming across Ids and Idoranger's fight when Haruka saves her during a clash between the two. Now knowing the truth behind the decline of the world's music industries and what it means for her favourite idols, Minori too joins Idolranger, her makeshift fusion of the other styles potentially the key to defeating Ids once and for all."
Standard. As much as I hate to say it, the plot of this show couldn't be any more standard. Not that I can particularly blame them though. If I had to produce a show filled with Japanese culture in collaboration with an American company, I'd probably fumble in this way too. At least the villains themselves are unique in that the monster of the week are apparently chosen by Ids' Higher Power and therefore higher ranking than the generals ordering them. So long as you ignore the blandness of The Higher Power, the relationship between the villains is decently fresh.
As for the heroes, it really is a case of the actors selling me more than the characters. Taken at face value, the characters are basically stock characters from previous series, but the actors are absolutely trying their best with what little they're given. Shout out in particular to Minori, who despite having the most basic description really shows how much her unique perspective differentiates her from her fellow team members, and Kiritani Haruka, who manages to shine despite coming in later as a replacement for Mai.
Ultimately, once everyone manages to break free of the boring scenarios forced by the plot, you can have a pretty enjoyable time. With some snazzy action thanks to the premise and fun monster interactions, there's still plenty-
"So this is that show you were watching... hey, why is that girl doing a Spanish dance when she's meant to be doing a french one?"
Luka, can't you see I'm busy here!? Argh, forget it!
Hikyo Blue, signing out!
2023.03.31 19:01 Contactunderground Thirty years ago, I was part of a human initiated contact team operating in the Mexican Volcanic Zone. We attracted a large triangular UFO that signaled back at us. I describe the event as an “epiphany.”
”Epiphany: “We are not alone. We will be remembered!”
Joseph Burkes MD 1993, edited 2023
Epiphany: A sudden realization about the nature or meaning of something.
Mexico February 1, 1993
We were at the base of Popocatepetl Volcano with Dr. Greer as team leader. Before midnight a faint light could be seen moving out between the two massive volcanoes to the north. The CSETI Director signaled the million-candle-power lantern towards the light, and it immediately changed direction. Now it was moving directly towards us.
Soon we could make out a massive triangular shaped object. It was totally silent and blocked out the stars as it approached our position. Our team leader signaled again as it drew closer. The unknown object responded in kind to his light work, one flash from him, one flash back from the craft, two from his lantern and we clearly received two flashes back in response. A surge of joy erupted from deep within me. One word softly came forth from my lips, “Yes!” I whispered.
THE COLD WAR WAS HEATING UP IN THE 1980s
My thoughts shot back to the previous decade. It was during the 1980s and the Cold War was heating up under the first Reagan administration. Right wing nuclear war strategists in his leadership team advocated a get-tough policy with the Russians and tensions were building. In response to the threat of nuclear war, an international disarmament movement was growing.
I was “young Dr. Burkes” back then and had just started an internal medicine practice. My wife Yael and I had two young healthy beautiful children at home. I volunteered my time in the public education campaign that was part of “International Physicians for the Prevention of Nuclear War.” Twice a month, physicians from our local chapter produced an hour-long radio show promoting nuclear disarmament and ending underground nuclear weapons testing. The show was titled "Prescription for Survival."
A NUCLEAR END WAS MY WORST NIGHTMARE
Dr. Carl Sagan was part of a group of scientists that studied the potential effects on the planet if hundreds of cities were torched during an all-out nuclear war. Clearly civilization as we knew it would come to an end. My children would never get to grow up. There was even the possibility that smoke from such a worldwide conflagration could result in a new ice age. It was called “nuclear winter.” In such a dreadful scenario all crops would fail, forests and meadowlands would also perish. All mankind might die.
Dr. Helen Caldicott was the Australian pediatrician that headed our physicians’ movement. During her many public addresses she asked the following question. What can be said about a race of beings that are prepared to destroy this beautiful planet we call home? She speculated that perhaps the Earth is the only planet where intelligent life exists in the universe. If that were so, then we might be counted as one of God’s greatest creations. Yet by building thousands of nuclear weapons and deploying them in the air on bombers, under the sea in atomic submarines and underground in nuclear missile silos, we were preparing to destroy one of God’s greatest creations.
AN END TO ALL MEMORIES
So, what can you say about a race of beings that does such things? Dr. Caldicott told us that it bespeaks of a hatred of our planet, of our children, a hatred of all humanity and of the Creator itself. If we are alone in the universe and we destroy ourselves, we will be forgotten forever. Art, science, music, so many poems gently spoken in a thousand tongues, they would all be erased. The act of remembering, remembrance itself would be abolished.
These were my thoughts while facing the enormous black triangle that had slowed to a virtual hover just a few hundred yards from us. I realized with total certainty that we not alone in the universe. “Yes!” I whispered. “Yes!” I said it again and again. We can choose to take a deadly path. Humanity may even face a terrible end, but we will not be forgotten! We are not alone! We will be remembered.
THE LATE GREAT PLANET EARTH
I know it sounds rather naïve, but I actually imagined that somewhere far away, perhaps on another star system, non-human children might learn of the “late, great, planet Earth.” Stories of what we had tried to accomplish could be shared. Our hopes, successes and tragic failures might be reviewed. Perhaps “ET” children could take home the lesion of what happens to a civilization that chooses not to spiritually evolve.
Now nearly 30 years have passed since my first mission into the Volcanic Zone. The slow and steady growth of the contact network alongside of tens of thousands of people that are now demanding to know the truth about UFOs, gives me hope that we will continue to evolve as a race of intelligent beings. Perhaps future generations will look back and say what an adventure it was to live during these challenging times. I hope that we won’t disappoint them. I suspect that we will make them proud.
To read a more detailed report on the winter 1993 Rapid Mobilization Investigative Team’s investigation in the Volcanic Zone, click on the link below. It provides an explanation as to why no photos were obtained during the event.
https://underground.contact/2022/02/20/ufo-investigation-in-the-volcanic-zone/
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Joseph Burkes MD 1993, edited 2023
Epiphany: A sudden realization about the nature or meaning of something.
Mexico February 1, 1993
We were at the base of Popocatepetl Volcano with Dr. Greer as team leader. Before midnight a faint light could be seen moving out between the two massive volcanoes to the north. The CSETI Director signaled the million-candle-power lantern towards the light, and it immediately changed direction. Now it was moving directly towards us.
Soon we could make out a massive triangular shaped object. It was totally silent and blocked out the stars as it approached our position. Our team leader signaled again as it drew closer. The unknown object responded in kind to his light work, one flash from him, one flash back from the craft, two from his lantern and we clearly received two flashes back in response. A surge of joy erupted from deep within me. One word softly came forth from my lips, “Yes!” I whispered.
THE COLD WAR WAS HEATING UP IN THE 1980s
My thoughts shot back to the previous decade. It was during the 1980s and the Cold War was heating up under the first Reagan administration. Right wing nuclear war strategists in his leadership team advocated a get-tough policy with the Russians and tensions were building. In response to the threat of nuclear war, an international disarmament movement was growing.
I was “young Dr. Burkes” back then and had just started an internal medicine practice. My wife Yael and I had two young healthy beautiful children at home. I volunteered my time in the public education campaign that was part of “International Physicians for the Prevention of Nuclear War.” Twice a month, physicians from our local chapter produced an hour-long radio show promoting nuclear disarmament and ending underground nuclear weapons testing. The show was titled "Prescription for Survival."
A NUCLEAR END WAS MY WORST NIGHTMARE
Dr. Carl Sagan was part of a group of scientists that studied the potential effects on the planet if hundreds of cities were torched during an all-out nuclear war. Clearly civilization as we knew it would come to an end. My children would never get to grow up. There was even the possibility that smoke from such a worldwide conflagration could result in a new ice age. It was called “nuclear winter.” In such a dreadful scenario all crops would fail, forests and meadowlands would also perish. All mankind might die.
Dr. Helen Caldicott was the Australian pediatrician that headed our physicians’ movement. During her many public addresses she asked the following question. What can be said about a race of beings that are prepared to destroy this beautiful planet we call home? She speculated that perhaps the Earth is the only planet where intelligent life exists in the universe. If that were so, then we might be counted as one of God’s greatest creations. Yet by building thousands of nuclear weapons and deploying them in the air on bombers, under the sea in atomic submarines and underground in nuclear missile silos, we were preparing to destroy one of God’s greatest creations.
AN END TO ALL MEMORIES
So, what can you say about a race of beings that does such things? Dr. Caldicott told us that it bespeaks of a hatred of our planet, of our children, a hatred of all humanity and of the Creator itself. If we are alone in the universe and we destroy ourselves, we will be forgotten forever. Art, science, music, so many poems gently spoken in a thousand tongues, they would all be erased. The act of remembering, remembrance itself would be abolished.
These were my thoughts while facing the enormous black triangle that had slowed to a virtual hover just a few hundred yards from us. I realized with total certainty that we not alone in the universe. “Yes!” I whispered. “Yes!” I said it again and again. We can choose to take a deadly path. Humanity may even face a terrible end, but we will not be forgotten! We are not alone! We will be remembered.
THE LATE GREAT PLANET EARTH
I know it sounds rather naïve, but I actually imagined that somewhere far away, perhaps on another star system, non-human children might learn of the “late, great, planet Earth.” Stories of what we had tried to accomplish could be shared. Our hopes, successes and tragic failures might be reviewed. Perhaps “ET” children could take home the lesion of what happens to a civilization that chooses not to spiritually evolve.
Now nearly 30 years have passed since my first mission into the Volcanic Zone. The slow and steady growth of the contact network alongside of tens of thousands of people that are now demanding to know the truth about UFOs, gives me hope that we will continue to evolve as a race of intelligent beings. Perhaps future generations will look back and say what an adventure it was to live during these challenging times. I hope that we won’t disappoint them. I suspect that we will make them proud.
To read a more detailed report on the winter 1993 Rapid Mobilization Investigative Team’s investigation in the Volcanic Zone, click on the link below. It provides an explanation as to why no photos were obtained during the event.
https://underground.contact/2022/02/20/ufo-investigation-in-the-volcanic-zone/
2023.03.31 19:01 aforestfruit Dogs in Liverpool
Does anybody here have a dog they'd be willing to take on a walk with me and my dog? She is a whippet who is quite nervous and I'm on the hunt to make her a few friends. I drive so can come to a park near you, it would be slow introductions and walking in less busy places such as trails and fields just to get my dog used to being around other dogs. Might seem like an odd request but I don't know many people with dogs, or the ones I know she already has met - please help me give her friends!
(Ideally female handlers - drop me a PM!)
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(Ideally female handlers - drop me a PM!)
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2023.03.31 19:00 D-n-Derp779 [Online][5e][EST] Semi-new player lookin' to start/join a group!
Hey there! I'm Doof, and I'm lookin' for a group to play DnD with! I've been interested in 5e for ~4-5 years now, but I haven't had a ton of experience due to group-finding issues and most campaigns fizzling out eventually. I'm still kinda figuring out how to roleplay well, but I'd love to try and I'll give it a solid effort. I'd be happy to write up as much backstory or worldbuilding as you need. I'm not the best writer, but the best way to learn is by doing, right? Caster classes are my absolute favorite, but I'd be happy to play anything, really. One thing that might concern a few people is that I'm a teen under 18, and some people aren't comfortable with that (which is fine!) As far as scheduling, I'm usually free on saturdays and sundays, especially between 8 p.m. and 12:30 a.m.
Anyway, if you'd like to start a group with me or think I'd be a good fit for an existing campaign you're in, DM me here or at my discord, doof#3994!
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Anyway, if you'd like to start a group with me or think I'd be a good fit for an existing campaign you're in, DM me here or at my discord, doof#3994!
2023.03.31 19:00 Iredditfromwork can't figure myself out
i don't even know if i'm in the right place, but i am trying to follow a trail and see where i land.
the short of it is, i'm confused because i think i experience sexual attraction without emotional connection, but the more i think about it the more unsure i am. being in my late 30's and just coming around to discovering my sexuality (grew up very conservative evangelical and walked the walk) in the last couple years, i don't have a whole lot of history to pull from, which doesn't help, and it's causing a lot of anxiety as i'm trying to date for the first time (got married in my 20's, opened up the relationship in 2021, ended the marriage in october 2022, now dating in a polyamorous relationship structure).
here's my experience:
when i first got married and had sex with my wife for the first time, i was disappointed. it was good, it was fun, but it wasn't anything like what i'd been promised. as a result our sex life was fuckin awful for the 11 years we were married. i became convinced that something was wrong with me, thought i had a low libido, thought i might be ace, idk. there's a lot to unpack with this relationship including that she was never willing to initiate due to fear of rejection, she hated her body, i didn't believe that she loved my body, and a thousand other small cuts.
when we opened up after our 10th anniversary, i met my current partner who i have had absolutely mind-blowing sex with from the first time. i went from having sex maybe once a month to 3-5 times a week. a year and a half later that hasn't changed. in the time we've been together we've had more sex than my wife and i did during the entirety of our relationship.
however, every other person i've been with in the last year and a half has been just as disappointing as it was with my exwife. it's only been bad once, but i just don't even care to go back and have sex with any of these people again and i don't know why. i've just started seeing this new person who's hot af, great body, older woman, sex worker that knows how to be good and have fun in bed. when we first got in bed together after a great fuckin evening together with lots of connection and making out and all the things and i was turned on... until we got in bed together.
nearly every person i've slept with in the last year and a half i found that i couldn't finish at best or perform at worst. but that's never happened with my ex-wife or my partner.
and so i'm trying to figure out what's different? and while there's a thousand things from these people being much more excited about getting into bed with me than i am with them to them being the initiators of the whole connection/driving us forward pretty quickly. and i just don't know... is the problem that i'm not enjoying this sex that i want so badly because i have no real feeling of connection with these people?
to summarize, i feel sexual attraction to randos, i develop crushes hard and fast, i feel a LOT of aesthetic attraction, i can turn my sexual attraction to a person off in nearly any situation (i can only think of two people that i couldn't turn it off with and one was a completely platonic/professional relationship but that time she called across the office to me saying 'i NEED you' lives rent free in my head and the other is taboo because she's in a monogamous relationship but the tension is STRONG, and stronger as we grow closer), and i just cannot have good/fun/fulfilling sex with nearly anyone despite how much i want it.
and i have no idea what questions i need to be asking myself to figure all this out, but i know that it creates so much fucking anxiety because i'm so terrified of hurting people while i try to figure it out, and i am afraid that i'm doing that to this connection right fucking now.
how do i figure out if i'm demi or some other flavor?
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the short of it is, i'm confused because i think i experience sexual attraction without emotional connection, but the more i think about it the more unsure i am. being in my late 30's and just coming around to discovering my sexuality (grew up very conservative evangelical and walked the walk) in the last couple years, i don't have a whole lot of history to pull from, which doesn't help, and it's causing a lot of anxiety as i'm trying to date for the first time (got married in my 20's, opened up the relationship in 2021, ended the marriage in october 2022, now dating in a polyamorous relationship structure).
here's my experience:
when i first got married and had sex with my wife for the first time, i was disappointed. it was good, it was fun, but it wasn't anything like what i'd been promised. as a result our sex life was fuckin awful for the 11 years we were married. i became convinced that something was wrong with me, thought i had a low libido, thought i might be ace, idk. there's a lot to unpack with this relationship including that she was never willing to initiate due to fear of rejection, she hated her body, i didn't believe that she loved my body, and a thousand other small cuts.
when we opened up after our 10th anniversary, i met my current partner who i have had absolutely mind-blowing sex with from the first time. i went from having sex maybe once a month to 3-5 times a week. a year and a half later that hasn't changed. in the time we've been together we've had more sex than my wife and i did during the entirety of our relationship.
however, every other person i've been with in the last year and a half has been just as disappointing as it was with my exwife. it's only been bad once, but i just don't even care to go back and have sex with any of these people again and i don't know why. i've just started seeing this new person who's hot af, great body, older woman, sex worker that knows how to be good and have fun in bed. when we first got in bed together after a great fuckin evening together with lots of connection and making out and all the things and i was turned on... until we got in bed together.
nearly every person i've slept with in the last year and a half i found that i couldn't finish at best or perform at worst. but that's never happened with my ex-wife or my partner.
and so i'm trying to figure out what's different? and while there's a thousand things from these people being much more excited about getting into bed with me than i am with them to them being the initiators of the whole connection/driving us forward pretty quickly. and i just don't know... is the problem that i'm not enjoying this sex that i want so badly because i have no real feeling of connection with these people?
to summarize, i feel sexual attraction to randos, i develop crushes hard and fast, i feel a LOT of aesthetic attraction, i can turn my sexual attraction to a person off in nearly any situation (i can only think of two people that i couldn't turn it off with and one was a completely platonic/professional relationship but that time she called across the office to me saying 'i NEED you' lives rent free in my head and the other is taboo because she's in a monogamous relationship but the tension is STRONG, and stronger as we grow closer), and i just cannot have good/fun/fulfilling sex with nearly anyone despite how much i want it.
and i have no idea what questions i need to be asking myself to figure all this out, but i know that it creates so much fucking anxiety because i'm so terrified of hurting people while i try to figure it out, and i am afraid that i'm doing that to this connection right fucking now.
how do i figure out if i'm demi or some other flavor?
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Andrew Tate - Hustlers University 2.0 Course is one of the best courses on managing and running successful businesses.
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2023.03.31 18:59 MissGoodleaf New to Xbox; Need Help Finding a Game
Hello! I'm newer to console gaming (I haven't touched a console since PS2/Gamecube).
Anyways, I saw a platformer style game where you play like a trash knight, or garbage knight, something like that but for the life of me I cannot find the game again. I looked at my viewing history and have scoured the store but theres so many games that after an hour of looking I just can't find it.
So does anyone know anything about a platforming game where you play as like a trash knight or just any platformer that isn't listed in the "best platformers" when googled that matches that kind of description?
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Anyways, I saw a platformer style game where you play like a trash knight, or garbage knight, something like that but for the life of me I cannot find the game again. I looked at my viewing history and have scoured the store but theres so many games that after an hour of looking I just can't find it.
So does anyone know anything about a platforming game where you play as like a trash knight or just any platformer that isn't listed in the "best platformers" when googled that matches that kind of description?
2023.03.31 18:59 Suspicious-Hold3983 24 [M4F] Nerdy White Guy Searching For Something Real
Hello! I hope your day is going fantastic! As the title says I am a nerdy white guy. I'm from the central part of the United States. I'm searching for my someone special and I'm hoping I can find them here.
A little about me: Physically I stand at 6 foot tall (180 cm) and roughly 170 lbs (roughly 77 kilos). I have an "average" body type. I'm not overweight but I'm really not a toothpick either. I am trying to work out more to improve my body (exercise buddies??). I have blonde hair and hazel eyes. Oh, I also wear glasses because I'm blind af. I consider myself a nerd because I like to play video games (switch and ps4 currently) and watch anime. I also like superhero stuff (both Marvel and DC). I like to cook. I enjoy being out in nature or exploring cities. I like learning about history and cultures. I love animals of all kinds. I am pretty shy and awkward when I first start talking to someone (though being on the internet does make it easier). However, I have probably too much energy when I really feel close to someone.
What I'm searching for: Let's address the elephant in the room. This is an interracial subreddit. I find myself more physically attracted to black women, Indian women, and Asian women. Otherwise, I'm not super picky on physical features or body. All I care is that you're healthy and taking care of yourself. Personality wise if you're also a nerd that's a plus, however it's not required. As long as you don't judge what I'm into, I won't judge what you like and we'll get along just fine. I'm an introvert who like extroverted people but that's also not a requirement. I just feel more comfortable with extroverts because it kind of takes the pressure off if that makes sense. Obviously, please be 18+. I'd prefer if you're 21+, but I'll be willing to hear you out if you're younger and you really think we're a good match.
I hope I didn't bore you with my long paragraphs. If you read all this, tell me something you love about yourself. If that's too hard, give me your best joke.
Also, ask me to send a photo, I'm not shy about that.
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A little about me: Physically I stand at 6 foot tall (180 cm) and roughly 170 lbs (roughly 77 kilos). I have an "average" body type. I'm not overweight but I'm really not a toothpick either. I am trying to work out more to improve my body (exercise buddies??). I have blonde hair and hazel eyes. Oh, I also wear glasses because I'm blind af. I consider myself a nerd because I like to play video games (switch and ps4 currently) and watch anime. I also like superhero stuff (both Marvel and DC). I like to cook. I enjoy being out in nature or exploring cities. I like learning about history and cultures. I love animals of all kinds. I am pretty shy and awkward when I first start talking to someone (though being on the internet does make it easier). However, I have probably too much energy when I really feel close to someone.
What I'm searching for: Let's address the elephant in the room. This is an interracial subreddit. I find myself more physically attracted to black women, Indian women, and Asian women. Otherwise, I'm not super picky on physical features or body. All I care is that you're healthy and taking care of yourself. Personality wise if you're also a nerd that's a plus, however it's not required. As long as you don't judge what I'm into, I won't judge what you like and we'll get along just fine. I'm an introvert who like extroverted people but that's also not a requirement. I just feel more comfortable with extroverts because it kind of takes the pressure off if that makes sense. Obviously, please be 18+. I'd prefer if you're 21+, but I'll be willing to hear you out if you're younger and you really think we're a good match.
I hope I didn't bore you with my long paragraphs. If you read all this, tell me something you love about yourself. If that's too hard, give me your best joke.
Also, ask me to send a photo, I'm not shy about that.
2023.03.31 18:59 Solid_Jump_6828 Friday, March 31, 2023, Non Real Time Meeting
Friday, March 31, 2023, Non Real Time Meeting
Welcome to this non-real time meeting of codependency_12steps
Hi, I’m u/solid_jump_6828. I’m a recovered codependent and your leader for this meeting. Will those who wish, please join me in the Serenity Prayer: God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference. Thy will, not mine, be done.
Strong sponsorship is necessary to live a recovered life. Sponsors are recovered codependents committed to living the Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions to the best of their ability. Sponsors share their program up to the level of their experience and strengthen their recovery through this service to others. To find a sponsor, look for someone who has what you want and ask how he or she is achieving it. Will all sponsors please identify themselves in their post?
Suggested guidelines for sharing: As you share your experience and strength, please also share your hope. Please confine your sharing to your experience with the illness of codependency, the solution offered by the twelve steps and your own recovery from codependency, rather than just the events of the day or week. When responding to other member’s posts, please focus on your personal experience rather than advice giving. If you are having difficulties, share how you use the program to deal with them. If you need to talk more about your difficulties and seek solutions, we suggest you speak to your sponsor and other members after the meeting.
Share on how this paragraph relates to the illness of codependency and the solution offered by the Twelve Steps. Today we are studying the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous, Page 157:
"Yes, that's me," said the sick man, "the very image. You fellows know your stuff all right, but I don't see what good it'll do. You fellows are somebody. I was once, but I'm a nobody now. From what you tell me, I know more than ever I can't stop." At this both the visitors burst into a laugh. Said the future Fellow Anonymous: "Damn little to laugh about that I can see."
Anonymous, Fourth Edition (p. 157). Alcoholics Anonymous World Services, Inc.
Closing: Freedom from codependency is possible by living a Twelve Step way of life. The *Big Book of Alcoholic Anonymous and a recovered sponsor are all you need to get started. Feel free to reach out by private message to newcomers, returning members, and each other. From the Big Book page 164: "Ab"If a mere code of morals or a better philosophy of life were sufficient to overcome alcoholism, many of us would have recovered long ago. But we found that such codes and philosophies did not save us, no matter how much we tried. We could wish to be moral, we could wish to be philosophically comforted, in fact, we could will these things with all our might, but the needed power wasn't there. Our human resources, as marshalled by the will, were not sufficient; they failed utterly."andon yourself to God as you understand God. Admit your faults to Him and to your fellows. Clear away the wreckage of your past. Give freely of what you find and join us. We shall be with you in the Fellowship of the Spirit, and you will surely meet some of us as you trudge the Road of Happy Destiny. May God bless you and keep you- until then."
*Why the Big Book? Time and experience have proven it to be the most successful approach to the Steps no matter what the addictive problem may be (this includes codependency). We also know it to be the purest 12 Step document in existence. It worked for the founders of Twelve Step and it works for us today. If you don't have a copy of the Big Book you can access one for free: https://www.aa.org/the-big-book
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Welcome to this non-real time meeting of codependency_12steps
Hi, I’m u/solid_jump_6828. I’m a recovered codependent and your leader for this meeting. Will those who wish, please join me in the Serenity Prayer: God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference. Thy will, not mine, be done.
Strong sponsorship is necessary to live a recovered life. Sponsors are recovered codependents committed to living the Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions to the best of their ability. Sponsors share their program up to the level of their experience and strengthen their recovery through this service to others. To find a sponsor, look for someone who has what you want and ask how he or she is achieving it. Will all sponsors please identify themselves in their post?
Suggested guidelines for sharing: As you share your experience and strength, please also share your hope. Please confine your sharing to your experience with the illness of codependency, the solution offered by the twelve steps and your own recovery from codependency, rather than just the events of the day or week. When responding to other member’s posts, please focus on your personal experience rather than advice giving. If you are having difficulties, share how you use the program to deal with them. If you need to talk more about your difficulties and seek solutions, we suggest you speak to your sponsor and other members after the meeting.
Share on how this paragraph relates to the illness of codependency and the solution offered by the Twelve Steps. Today we are studying the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous, Page 157:
"Yes, that's me," said the sick man, "the very image. You fellows know your stuff all right, but I don't see what good it'll do. You fellows are somebody. I was once, but I'm a nobody now. From what you tell me, I know more than ever I can't stop." At this both the visitors burst into a laugh. Said the future Fellow Anonymous: "Damn little to laugh about that I can see."
Anonymous, Fourth Edition (p. 157). Alcoholics Anonymous World Services, Inc.
Closing: Freedom from codependency is possible by living a Twelve Step way of life. The *Big Book of Alcoholic Anonymous and a recovered sponsor are all you need to get started. Feel free to reach out by private message to newcomers, returning members, and each other. From the Big Book page 164: "Ab"If a mere code of morals or a better philosophy of life were sufficient to overcome alcoholism, many of us would have recovered long ago. But we found that such codes and philosophies did not save us, no matter how much we tried. We could wish to be moral, we could wish to be philosophically comforted, in fact, we could will these things with all our might, but the needed power wasn't there. Our human resources, as marshalled by the will, were not sufficient; they failed utterly."andon yourself to God as you understand God. Admit your faults to Him and to your fellows. Clear away the wreckage of your past. Give freely of what you find and join us. We shall be with you in the Fellowship of the Spirit, and you will surely meet some of us as you trudge the Road of Happy Destiny. May God bless you and keep you- until then."
*Why the Big Book? Time and experience have proven it to be the most successful approach to the Steps no matter what the addictive problem may be (this includes codependency). We also know it to be the purest 12 Step document in existence. It worked for the founders of Twelve Step and it works for us today. If you don't have a copy of the Big Book you can access one for free: https://www.aa.org/the-big-book
2023.03.31 18:59 First-Class8749 19F look for, hopefully, longterm friendship
Hi everyone!
I’m a 19 year old college student. If I’m being honest, I don’t really know what I want to study. I’m so conflicted- my school doesn’t have a lot of options so that doesn’t help lol.
Some random facts about me:
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I’m a 19 year old college student. If I’m being honest, I don’t really know what I want to study. I’m so conflicted- my school doesn’t have a lot of options so that doesn’t help lol.
Some random facts about me:
- I can flip quarters off my elbow
- I think Fairytale in New York is the best Christmas song
- I’ve read 25 books this year
- I love thinking about aliens- just kind of imagining what they think about a certain subject. For example, what would an alien think about motherhood or free healthcare?
- I am pro pockets. I think every piece of clothing should have pockets, and if they do the pockets should be bigger
- I think The Voice is better than American Idol
2023.03.31 18:59 23saround Absolutely essential that I find the best pasta in DC
You don’t understand. I really like pasta. I’d eat it for every meal if I could.
But tragedy: I eat enough pasta that I’ve gotten pretty good at making it myself. It’s simply more practical. But alas…if I got to a restaurant and get pasta that isn’t as good as my own…well, that’s very sad and makes me sad. Not my go-to feeling when consuming the ambrosia of the gods.
So, what’ve you got? Where’s the best pasta in the area? Since Acqua Al II closed (I’m still getting over it), I haven’t found a good replacement…I loved the menu option that was just whichever four pasta dishes the head chef was feeling that night.
Lupo Verde is currently holding the crown for me, but it’s not perfect, and I’m itching for the perfect pasta.
(Italian food preferred but if it’s a noodle, I like it)
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But tragedy: I eat enough pasta that I’ve gotten pretty good at making it myself. It’s simply more practical. But alas…if I got to a restaurant and get pasta that isn’t as good as my own…well, that’s very sad and makes me sad. Not my go-to feeling when consuming the ambrosia of the gods.
So, what’ve you got? Where’s the best pasta in the area? Since Acqua Al II closed (I’m still getting over it), I haven’t found a good replacement…I loved the menu option that was just whichever four pasta dishes the head chef was feeling that night.
Lupo Verde is currently holding the crown for me, but it’s not perfect, and I’m itching for the perfect pasta.
(Italian food preferred but if it’s a noodle, I like it)
2023.03.31 18:59 Fake_Eleanor Message from Discovery and Odyssey principal Aaron Smith about budget implications
Got this just now:
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Dear Gryphon and Phoenix families,
These are challenging times. Our district is faced with many difficult decisions which will undoubtedly impact all schools and programs. I wanted to take a moment to try to add some clarity to the current plans and implications for Odyssey and Discovery specifically.
Before diving into the details, however, I would first like to say how very proud and appreciative I am of our students for using their voice to express their concerns. Many are worried and confused, but they are organizing and collaborating to express their opinions and to offer solutions. I would expect no less. As I often tell them, we want them to be contributors to their community - not just consumers of information. Go Gryphons and Rise Phoenix!
As far as the current unification plan shared in a message sent on Wednesday, I would like to add some additional details. Unifying the 3-12th grade online Camas Connect Academy (CCA) with Odyssey and Discovery has the following implications:
• CCA would operate as a parallel program - meaning Odyssey, Discovery, and CCA would retain their missions and focus.
• There are no plans to move Odyssey into the Discovery facility.
• Odyssey and Discovery students would not be required to take online courses and CCA students would not be required to attend classes at Odyssey or Discovery.
• Some teaching staff may be shared between CCA and our PBL campus, which is already happening on a limited basis.
• The unification plan would include a reduction in administration. Dr. Dan Huld, CCA principal, and I would both receive a reduction in force notice, meaning our current jobs would be eliminated. A new principal position combining CCA, Odyssey, and Discovery would be posted.
• Additional support services would be consolidated, such as reducing CCA, Discovery, and Odyssey counseling positions from three to two.
• We will need to reduce some additional teaching positions. Some may not be filled while others may be filled with staff from other schools. This process is codified in the Camas Education Association bargaining agreement.
As you may have already heard, I have shared with our staff and students that I will not be applying for the new consolidated principal position if it materializes. After opening Odyssey and Discovery and the continued work to grow and evolve our innovative program, I simply don’t have the passion or capacity to add a new 3-12th grade online program to my current responsibilities. It just isn’t a tenable situation for me.
Having said all this, I do empathize with the school board and Dr. Anzalone when it comes to the choices they are facing. I have always and will continue to be grateful and proud of the Camas School District for adding additional engaging choices for our students. It truly is remarkable. Please know that I will continue to be a vocal advocate for our students and program and will continue to serve to the best of my ability - no matter how much longer my tenure continues.
Last, I sincerely appreciate those of you who have reached out to me personally. Your words mean the world to me. Thank you.
2023.03.31 18:59 Josbr109 Can’t get over a girl
So I used to text this girl from my school last year. and we met once over the summer but due to problems on her end we had to stop talking. I was devastated if I’m honest, we never actually dated but spent everyday texting.
We stopped talking for a few months but she started texting me again a few months later. She was texting me everyday so I presumed we were back talking again, but I wasn’t fully sure. Eventually I just had to ask her if we were talking as friends or in a talking stage again.
She said she wasn’t looking for anything right not but we were such good friends that she didn’t want us not talking at all. I knew this just meant she wasn’t interested in me, so I decided it was best to stop texting her. T
Then a few months later she started texting me AGAIN. I text her but it killed me knowing she wasn’t interested in anything. I just had to tell her that i didn’t think it was good for me to keep texting her and wished her all the best.
Now a couple months later, she hasn’t text me again. I keep thinking I’m getting over her and then I see her in school or just her instagram story and my heart sinks. There honestly isn’t a day where I don’t think about her. I know she’s talking to other people and has probably forgotten about me. since her I haven’t talked to any other girls.
Even though we weren’t in an actual relationship, she was the first girl I had a proper connection with. It just feels exhausting still having feelings for her
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We stopped talking for a few months but she started texting me again a few months later. She was texting me everyday so I presumed we were back talking again, but I wasn’t fully sure. Eventually I just had to ask her if we were talking as friends or in a talking stage again.
She said she wasn’t looking for anything right not but we were such good friends that she didn’t want us not talking at all. I knew this just meant she wasn’t interested in me, so I decided it was best to stop texting her. T
Then a few months later she started texting me AGAIN. I text her but it killed me knowing she wasn’t interested in anything. I just had to tell her that i didn’t think it was good for me to keep texting her and wished her all the best.
Now a couple months later, she hasn’t text me again. I keep thinking I’m getting over her and then I see her in school or just her instagram story and my heart sinks. There honestly isn’t a day where I don’t think about her. I know she’s talking to other people and has probably forgotten about me. since her I haven’t talked to any other girls.
Even though we weren’t in an actual relationship, she was the first girl I had a proper connection with. It just feels exhausting still having feelings for her
2023.03.31 18:58 Wifeyandmomof5 marriage, divorce, pregnant, this is a lot
My husband and I got married October 1st. We planned on getting married for a while but not until this year or after or whatever. He asked early because he wanted a VA loan so we could buy another house, etc.. He is into investing which makes sense. It made sense for our relationship. So no big deal. We planned a quick beautiful wedding with our kids and family and friends. Literally it was the best thing I could have ever expected. We planned on having a baby too. We had three losses in 2022.
We get married. Everything is fine and dandy. I have four kids from a previous marriage. My ex and I coparent really well compared to most. He moved to Idaho in September which him and his wife needed to do. So now we had my four kids full time instead of 50/50 or whatever the kids needed.
Then I planned a fun trip for his birthday and we went. The first night there, the night after his birthday we find out his sister had overdosed on fentanyl with her kids there. I have no relationship with my SIL due to her hate for me. I knew of her in high school. But didn't actually know her personally. I had conversations with her over the years because we shared the same midwife. But when I got with my husband, that blew anything. She hated me. It caused a lot of frustration because her publically talking crap. The kids were immediately placed into emergency foster care. My husband and I filed for custody afterwards. It decently ruined the mood of our trip. But it was still fun and we had a good time. We got custody of them mid november. She was livid to say the very least. But we knew it was best for the boys to be with their uncle and close to their grandparents.
What my husband and I didn't see was how out of control the situation would be. I have four kids, I have been a parent for 12 years. But the violence from the 7 year old was highly aggressive. Even more so when my husband wasn't here. We had just bought a house to flip for me to sell. So we were busy to say the least. But we got the older one in school. We handled the problems. My kids were not. This kid was decently aggressive towards my daughters 7 &6. They are used to a pretty chill house (as chill as you can be with four kids). I do have high expectations of keeping a clean house and try to be organized but it doesn't always work. But with six kids, it was over the top. We also found out we were pregnant the weekend we went to his birthday weekend trip. So my anxiety for another loss was hard. It literally killed me watching my husband be so upset at losing our babies. So on top of being pregnant, working a full time night shift job in surgery, going from four kids to six in a 3 bed 1 bath house. It was a lot. A LOT. My husband isn't the impulsive one, he takes things better than I do. We knew that. I have anxiety, I have an order that I have to keep, to keep myself sane. But I wasn't handling it, I was not sleeping. I was not functioning. I wasn't seeing when the kids were doing better. All I was seeing was them doing worse, my kids were withdrawing from normal life, they weren't happy, they wanted to move in with their dad which wasn't an option.
We made it through Christmas. Then on December 27th, my husband came home in tears. I knew something happened to his sister. I had a feeling early that morning when she wasn't blasting crap on social media (it was a regular thing). She had committed suicide. I burst into tears. I was a wreck. How do we tell her sons this? His parents didn't know yet. We called my sister to come watch the kids so we could tell his parents. We were both distraught. It was miserable. Then we went to her apartment which was hard because I do respect his sister as a single mom, I understood she had mental health issues and she hated me. So going to her apartment was a massive stressor for me because I felt as though it was disrespectful to her. Her parents and my husband went through her stuff. I barely could be in there. It was just so awkward.
My husband and I were managing with this news. We got messages about how we killed her, etc... We took her kids, Blah blah blah. No one realizing that the police had been called to her apartment 27 ish times in 5 months. It was horrible. He blamed himself, I blamed myself and we still do.
Then fast forward some days, the older boy pointed a knife at my daughter and she told him to put it away it was a tool, not a toy. Then he held it at his own throat and said he wanted to go be with his mom. We contacted his counselor. We did punish the behavior for pointing knives at my daughter. We know his mom used to do this exact behavior in front of them. He was having social/emotional trouble in school. It was just hard.
Then at the end of January my husband and I got into an argument because my anxiety and anger towards all this was so bad. I see it now. I saw it, and as much as i Tried to control, I could not. Between working, doctor appts, kids sick, a house to remodel, grieivng, blaming myself for her death and blaming myself for my husband hurting, and the kids hurting, it was all my fault. It was too much. I was breaking. We got into it, I left. I needed a break. I needed silence. I needed peace. I knew what I needed. I kept asking for it while trying to care for everyone and give my husband time to grieve. We seemed to do better after this. The boys ended up moving in with grandparents hoping they would emotionally do better.
Then Feb 28 comes. My husband has been giving the silent treatment. Which I find to be a miserable problem. I was blaming everything on myself. Causing my anxiety to sky rocket. Was I too fat, Was he not attracted to me, was he mad at me? Did he hate me? What was going on. I told him what I needed. While trying to give space. I need physical touch. I have been to the counselor at this point twice. He finally tells me after I beg him to that he had gone through some of my stories I have told him and that they were lies. Stuff from 20 years ago, 10 years ago, and one from recent. He said he tried to verify them and they weren't real. I was so freaking stunned. THis was blindsiding. and he was thinking that he was probably going to divorce me because of it. I was utterly confused and still am. Then I had to go to work right after.
Then thursday, he finally tells me he wants a divorce. I beg him not too. He said I flipped my shit. These are two days I do not remember or four days really. I became suicidal. My world was crashing down. I kept saying I wanted to die. I didn't want to die. My soul wanted to die. My heart wanted to die. My brain. But I still didn't. None of it made sense. It still doesnt honestly. I had him leave. He went to my sisters. I kept texting them. Once came over at 3 am to sit with me because I hadn't slept. My other sister called the cops with my husband after he spent the night with her. She told him all these stories were lies, except that my aunt and other sister confirmed all of them. He talked to her and was deadset that I am a liar. I ended up in the behavioral unit.
Fast forward I have been back and forth with him. Hes my human. I talk to to him about everything. I was wishy washy about abortion and adoption and coparenting. And it wasn't me trying to hurt him specifically. I was trying to figure out wtf to do. How does this all come about. How does this make sense. Now, seeing it, I finally feel like I am not crazy. I am doing better. Trying to be civil with him. I have an ultrasound today, and I am freaking out. Every time he stops by and goes to leave, I lose it. It triggers me. He won't talk to me in detail about this divorce and exactly why. Why are you looking for mistakes. But I am going to get a psych eval after talking to multiple counselors. I am so scared to tell him they think I have a type of bipolar. His sister had it and now I know he wont accept me at all. He will just know I am crazy. I thought I had it a while ago. I used to cycle like this more often but I have been going for 4 years. I am scheduling a psych eval. Do I tell him the what they think the diagnosis is. I dont know really. I dont want him to hurt. I dont want to scare him. I am a good wife. I am a good mom. I am a good employee. I am a good person. As much as he is grieving and not seeing that he is going through probably one of the most traumatic experiences of a life time, I can't hurt him anymore. I have to be healthy for me. I have to take care of myself. I feel so bad. What if I am bipolar? What if I am just as crazy. What if I can't coparent with him because I love him so freaking much. He is still my rock. He is still my human. And I do not want him to think bad about himself or about me. I Do not know where to go from here with him. I want him at the appointments and the birth, but its so awkward with us right now. I am so broken. And I do not really understand why he thinks I lied and why this came about. We are supposed to do family therapy to learn to co parent. But sitting in a room is going to be hard. But I know I can do it. I can do it for our daughter and do it for him.
The last 6 months have been a shit show. But I just know we can get through it. I dont even know if any of this makes sense anymore.
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We get married. Everything is fine and dandy. I have four kids from a previous marriage. My ex and I coparent really well compared to most. He moved to Idaho in September which him and his wife needed to do. So now we had my four kids full time instead of 50/50 or whatever the kids needed.
Then I planned a fun trip for his birthday and we went. The first night there, the night after his birthday we find out his sister had overdosed on fentanyl with her kids there. I have no relationship with my SIL due to her hate for me. I knew of her in high school. But didn't actually know her personally. I had conversations with her over the years because we shared the same midwife. But when I got with my husband, that blew anything. She hated me. It caused a lot of frustration because her publically talking crap. The kids were immediately placed into emergency foster care. My husband and I filed for custody afterwards. It decently ruined the mood of our trip. But it was still fun and we had a good time. We got custody of them mid november. She was livid to say the very least. But we knew it was best for the boys to be with their uncle and close to their grandparents.
What my husband and I didn't see was how out of control the situation would be. I have four kids, I have been a parent for 12 years. But the violence from the 7 year old was highly aggressive. Even more so when my husband wasn't here. We had just bought a house to flip for me to sell. So we were busy to say the least. But we got the older one in school. We handled the problems. My kids were not. This kid was decently aggressive towards my daughters 7 &6. They are used to a pretty chill house (as chill as you can be with four kids). I do have high expectations of keeping a clean house and try to be organized but it doesn't always work. But with six kids, it was over the top. We also found out we were pregnant the weekend we went to his birthday weekend trip. So my anxiety for another loss was hard. It literally killed me watching my husband be so upset at losing our babies. So on top of being pregnant, working a full time night shift job in surgery, going from four kids to six in a 3 bed 1 bath house. It was a lot. A LOT. My husband isn't the impulsive one, he takes things better than I do. We knew that. I have anxiety, I have an order that I have to keep, to keep myself sane. But I wasn't handling it, I was not sleeping. I was not functioning. I wasn't seeing when the kids were doing better. All I was seeing was them doing worse, my kids were withdrawing from normal life, they weren't happy, they wanted to move in with their dad which wasn't an option.
We made it through Christmas. Then on December 27th, my husband came home in tears. I knew something happened to his sister. I had a feeling early that morning when she wasn't blasting crap on social media (it was a regular thing). She had committed suicide. I burst into tears. I was a wreck. How do we tell her sons this? His parents didn't know yet. We called my sister to come watch the kids so we could tell his parents. We were both distraught. It was miserable. Then we went to her apartment which was hard because I do respect his sister as a single mom, I understood she had mental health issues and she hated me. So going to her apartment was a massive stressor for me because I felt as though it was disrespectful to her. Her parents and my husband went through her stuff. I barely could be in there. It was just so awkward.
My husband and I were managing with this news. We got messages about how we killed her, etc... We took her kids, Blah blah blah. No one realizing that the police had been called to her apartment 27 ish times in 5 months. It was horrible. He blamed himself, I blamed myself and we still do.
Then fast forward some days, the older boy pointed a knife at my daughter and she told him to put it away it was a tool, not a toy. Then he held it at his own throat and said he wanted to go be with his mom. We contacted his counselor. We did punish the behavior for pointing knives at my daughter. We know his mom used to do this exact behavior in front of them. He was having social/emotional trouble in school. It was just hard.
Then at the end of January my husband and I got into an argument because my anxiety and anger towards all this was so bad. I see it now. I saw it, and as much as i Tried to control, I could not. Between working, doctor appts, kids sick, a house to remodel, grieivng, blaming myself for her death and blaming myself for my husband hurting, and the kids hurting, it was all my fault. It was too much. I was breaking. We got into it, I left. I needed a break. I needed silence. I needed peace. I knew what I needed. I kept asking for it while trying to care for everyone and give my husband time to grieve. We seemed to do better after this. The boys ended up moving in with grandparents hoping they would emotionally do better.
Then Feb 28 comes. My husband has been giving the silent treatment. Which I find to be a miserable problem. I was blaming everything on myself. Causing my anxiety to sky rocket. Was I too fat, Was he not attracted to me, was he mad at me? Did he hate me? What was going on. I told him what I needed. While trying to give space. I need physical touch. I have been to the counselor at this point twice. He finally tells me after I beg him to that he had gone through some of my stories I have told him and that they were lies. Stuff from 20 years ago, 10 years ago, and one from recent. He said he tried to verify them and they weren't real. I was so freaking stunned. THis was blindsiding. and he was thinking that he was probably going to divorce me because of it. I was utterly confused and still am. Then I had to go to work right after.
Then thursday, he finally tells me he wants a divorce. I beg him not too. He said I flipped my shit. These are two days I do not remember or four days really. I became suicidal. My world was crashing down. I kept saying I wanted to die. I didn't want to die. My soul wanted to die. My heart wanted to die. My brain. But I still didn't. None of it made sense. It still doesnt honestly. I had him leave. He went to my sisters. I kept texting them. Once came over at 3 am to sit with me because I hadn't slept. My other sister called the cops with my husband after he spent the night with her. She told him all these stories were lies, except that my aunt and other sister confirmed all of them. He talked to her and was deadset that I am a liar. I ended up in the behavioral unit.
Fast forward I have been back and forth with him. Hes my human. I talk to to him about everything. I was wishy washy about abortion and adoption and coparenting. And it wasn't me trying to hurt him specifically. I was trying to figure out wtf to do. How does this all come about. How does this make sense. Now, seeing it, I finally feel like I am not crazy. I am doing better. Trying to be civil with him. I have an ultrasound today, and I am freaking out. Every time he stops by and goes to leave, I lose it. It triggers me. He won't talk to me in detail about this divorce and exactly why. Why are you looking for mistakes. But I am going to get a psych eval after talking to multiple counselors. I am so scared to tell him they think I have a type of bipolar. His sister had it and now I know he wont accept me at all. He will just know I am crazy. I thought I had it a while ago. I used to cycle like this more often but I have been going for 4 years. I am scheduling a psych eval. Do I tell him the what they think the diagnosis is. I dont know really. I dont want him to hurt. I dont want to scare him. I am a good wife. I am a good mom. I am a good employee. I am a good person. As much as he is grieving and not seeing that he is going through probably one of the most traumatic experiences of a life time, I can't hurt him anymore. I have to be healthy for me. I have to take care of myself. I feel so bad. What if I am bipolar? What if I am just as crazy. What if I can't coparent with him because I love him so freaking much. He is still my rock. He is still my human. And I do not want him to think bad about himself or about me. I Do not know where to go from here with him. I want him at the appointments and the birth, but its so awkward with us right now. I am so broken. And I do not really understand why he thinks I lied and why this came about. We are supposed to do family therapy to learn to co parent. But sitting in a room is going to be hard. But I know I can do it. I can do it for our daughter and do it for him.
The last 6 months have been a shit show. But I just know we can get through it. I dont even know if any of this makes sense anymore.
2023.03.31 18:58 paydaycityca Can You Get A Mortgage With No Income Verification Mortgage in Ontario?
If you’re looking for a mortgage that doesn’t require income verification, you may be interested in a no-income verification mortgage in Ontario. A no-income verification mortgage is a mortgage that doesn’t require you to provide proof of your income. This type of mortgage can be great if you’re self-employed or have irregular income. To find out more about these mortgages, go through our information post at paydaycity.ca.
Always keep in mind that a mortgage is recognized as one of the riskiest obligations not only for the borrower but also for the lender since it is characterized by an extended credit period (it can be almost a third of a person’s life) and an impressive financial burden, due to the high annual interest rate and large loan volumes.
The bank considers the borrower’s solvency to justify potential costs in advance and exclude cases of non-recovery of funds. Therefore, the indicator of income is the decisive argument in forming a verdict for issuing a bank loan. In cases where a client who wants to give a mortgage obligation does not have a certificate of income and other evidence of official employment, he may encounter the following features: increased interest rate, more guarantors, provision of other property on collateral, the shorter loan period for full repayment of debt.
Make sure to answer all questions your private credit lender has – even if they seem unusual or out of the left field! They need to know as much about your financial history as possible to give a fair assessment of whether this loan is right for you. Finally, ensure you understand everything before signing anything – there’s no point in getting into debt just because something seems easy!
It’s essential to compare different NOI mortgage products to find the right one for your circumstances. So, whether you’re looking for a mortgage that doesn’t require a down payment or want to switch to a more affordable loan product, an NOI mortgage in Ontario is something to consider!
Ensure you understand the eligibility criteria for an NOI mortgage before applying – some requirements may conflict with your financial goals. Also, be prepared for a higher interest rate when you use it – it’s essential to factor in all the fees involved with getting approved for this type of loan. With some pre-planning, you can minimize the stress and worry that comes with mortgage shopping.
Furthermore, be prepared for a higher interest rate, as many lenders require a down payment of at least 20%. Once you have everything you need to know about no-income verification mortgages in Ontario, check out the lender’s paydaycity.ca for more helpful advice and apply for the loan as per the requirement.
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A Few Introduction Mortgage with No Income Verification And Its Modus Operandi
No income verification mortgages can be an excellent option for those who don’t have a good credit history or enough money to borrow on their own. They are cheaper than other types of mortgages and lower interest rates. The lender will check your credit history and financial stability and then communicate with the lender’s representatives.Always keep in mind that a mortgage is recognized as one of the riskiest obligations not only for the borrower but also for the lender since it is characterized by an extended credit period (it can be almost a third of a person’s life) and an impressive financial burden, due to the high annual interest rate and large loan volumes.
The bank considers the borrower’s solvency to justify potential costs in advance and exclude cases of non-recovery of funds. Therefore, the indicator of income is the decisive argument in forming a verdict for issuing a bank loan. In cases where a client who wants to give a mortgage obligation does not have a certificate of income and other evidence of official employment, he may encounter the following features: increased interest rate, more guarantors, provision of other property on collateral, the shorter loan period for full repayment of debt.
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- Usually, the credit lender will give you a loan amount that doesn’t exceed 30% of the entire income and available financial resources,
- You can get such loans for up to 30 years,
- People with bad credit scores get loans with strict restrictions on the loan amount.
Pick Up A Reputable Mortgage Broker With Research & Analysis
Mortgage brokers are essential in the mortgage process. They can help you find the right mortgage product for your needs and verify your income and credit. Working with a lender who requires this verification is essential, as not all lenders do. Make sure that the broker you choose is reputable and has been in business for a long time. Additionally, always ask questions when meeting with the broker. You may be surprised by the information they can provide you.Share All Available Documents With The Credit Lender in Canada
No matter your situation, always work with established private lenders. . They will help you through the entire process and avoid potential problems. If you don’t have income verification documents, try offering documents such as bank statements, tax returns, and assets showing you can pay back your mortgage loan in full and on time.Make sure to answer all questions your private credit lender has – even if they seem unusual or out of the left field! They need to know as much about your financial history as possible to give a fair assessment of whether this loan is right for you. Finally, ensure you understand everything before signing anything – there’s no point in getting into debt just because something seems easy!
How Can You Get A No-Income Verification Mortgage In Ontario?
There are a few ways to get a no-income verification mortgage in Ontario. If you want to use the government’s Home Buyers Plan program, make sure you apply early, as space can be limited. Alternatively, you can use a broker who specializes in no-income verification mortgages. Ensure you fully understand the requirements before applying, as one mistake can mean your application is denied. So start shopping for a no-income verification mortgage today and get started on the home of your dreams!What Are The Benefits of No Income Verification Mortgage Ontario?
Buying your first home can be an exciting and rewarding experience, but it can be expensive. That’s where an NOI mortgage comes in – it’s a mortgage that doesn’t require a down payment. As a result, you can qualify for higher loan amounts and reduced interest rates, making it an excellent option for people looking to buy their first home or switch to a more affordable loan product.It’s essential to compare different NOI mortgage products to find the right one for your circumstances. So, whether you’re looking for a mortgage that doesn’t require a down payment or want to switch to a more affordable loan product, an NOI mortgage in Ontario is something to consider!
Get Yourself Ready For A Higher Interest Rate
No Income Verification mortgages may be a good option for you. These loans have low-interest rates and flexible terms, making them popular among borrowers. In addition, NOI mortgage loans have lower payments and shorter waiting periods compared to other types of mortgages.Ensure you understand the eligibility criteria for an NOI mortgage before applying – some requirements may conflict with your financial goals. Also, be prepared for a higher interest rate when you use it – it’s essential to factor in all the fees involved with getting approved for this type of loan. With some pre-planning, you can minimize the stress and worry that comes with mortgage shopping.
Check Your Credit Before Applying For No Income Verification Mortgage Ontario
Mortgage applications can be long and tedious, but you must do everything possible to ensure you’re approved. One of the best ways to check your credit score is to use one of the many verification methods available. You can also get help from a financial advisor to better understand your credit score and ensure all of your application information is accurate. If there are any mistakes, they can lead to delays or rejections. Ensure your documentation is ready before applying to save time filling out forms or chasing up information.How To Improve Your Chances For Approval For No Income Verification Mortgages Ontario?
Direct credit lenders before issuing a mortgage loan, credit lenders look for all the borrower’s weaknesses. The reason for refusal may be due to delays over the past ten years. Even social networks are checked – all of a sudden, there are dubious reposts on your page (about possible fraud with finances or how to deceive a bank. To improve your chances of loan approval, you should-- Make sure you are of the right age (21 years old).
- Pay off all existing debts and fines.
- Check your social networks for any suspicious information.
- Carefully fill in all the documents (correctly written full name, contact phone number, and so on).
- Do not provide false or misleading information in the loan application form,
- Attract a co-borrower with a good official income as it will reduce the risk associated with the loaned amount and ensure the lender that the entire debt will be repaired by either the first or secondary borrower (guarantor).
- Use existing property, such as a car, as collateral.
- Confirm additional sources of income – benefits, dividends, and income from renting real estate.
- Before applying for the loan, carefully review your credit history to purposefully work on improving your credit rating. Then you must collect as many indirect documents as possible confirming income and expenses.
People Also Ask
Why Is It Important To Get A No-Income Verification Mortgage In Ontario?
A no-income verification mortgage can help people in Ontario who don’t have a steady source of income. This mortgage allows you to borrow up to 95% of the value of your home, regardless of your income level. You just need to provide essential identification and proof that you can repay the loan.How Can I Determine If My Income Qualifies Me For A No-Income Verification Mortgage?
You will need to consider a few things if you’re trying to qualify for no-income verification mortgage in Ontario. The requirements can vary depending on your income and down payment amount, but here are a few basics:- You will need an active bank account.
- You will need proof of employment (i.e., pay schedule).
- You will also need proof of residency (e.g., certificate of ownership, mortgage statement, rental agreement).
What Are The Risks Associated With Not Having An Up-To-Date Income Verification Mortgage In Ontario?
Direct lenders will be less likely to loan you money for a mortgage if you don’t have an income verification mortgage in your name. This could lead to problems such as building delays or needing help to purchase the property of your dreams. In some cases, it could also lead to legal fees and interest rates that are higher than usual. So, it’s essential to make sure that you have this documentation in place before trying to buy a home.Should I Contact My Bank Or Mortgage Company Before Applying For A No-Income Verification Mortgage In Ontario?
Before you apply for a no-income verification mortgage in Ontario, it’s essential to contact your bank or mortgage company and inquire about the requirements they may have. Most banks and mortgage companies will ask for documents such as pay stubs, bank statements, loan applications, etc., to verify your income. Some other requirements that banks may look for include proof of residency, the credit score(s), etc.Conclusion
No income verification mortgage in Ontario can be a great way to get your mortgage without putting down a sizeable down payment. First, however, work with a reputable mortgage broker who can help you understand all the details of the mortgage application process.Furthermore, be prepared for a higher interest rate, as many lenders require a down payment of at least 20%. Once you have everything you need to know about no-income verification mortgages in Ontario, check out the lender’s paydaycity.ca for more helpful advice and apply for the loan as per the requirement.
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2023.03.31 18:58 yearoffnorules The diamond and the sea
I need you tonight,
What would that be like?
What if we ran away,
Together at first light?
My vision drowns at the thought,
Your darkness occupying my sight.
You're colored the perfect shade,
That can make me look bright.
Only you understand,
How I shine my light.
It's been seven years,
Glaring in my mind's eye.
Car rides,
Singing every song on the radio,
And we laugh until we cry.
Then decide which way to go.
Then cry until we laugh.
As we move away from the past.
Moving about the country,
Then the world,
Until their tears dry.
And the scrolls are unfurled.
War's end,
Wounds heals,
And one flag flies.
Into the woods,
The deserts,
The swamps,
Cities and haunts,
Re-emerge completely understood.
Raise the dead,
Pulling the strings in our head,
And let them say goodbye,
For the greatest good.
Do you hear them,
Playing for us?
All the energy in the universe?
The people,
Praying for us?
I'm tired of being selfless,
There's no golden rule,
Over the selfish.
And I need you,
So I can finally rest.
But you know best,
So I'll wait for that night,
You finally fall asleep,
To that beat within my chest.
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What would that be like?
What if we ran away,
Together at first light?
My vision drowns at the thought,
Your darkness occupying my sight.
You're colored the perfect shade,
That can make me look bright.
Only you understand,
How I shine my light.
It's been seven years,
Glaring in my mind's eye.
Car rides,
Singing every song on the radio,
And we laugh until we cry.
Then decide which way to go.
Then cry until we laugh.
As we move away from the past.
Moving about the country,
Then the world,
Until their tears dry.
And the scrolls are unfurled.
War's end,
Wounds heals,
And one flag flies.
Into the woods,
The deserts,
The swamps,
Cities and haunts,
Re-emerge completely understood.
Raise the dead,
Pulling the strings in our head,
And let them say goodbye,
For the greatest good.
Do you hear them,
Playing for us?
All the energy in the universe?
The people,
Praying for us?
I'm tired of being selfless,
There's no golden rule,
Over the selfish.
And I need you,
So I can finally rest.
But you know best,
So I'll wait for that night,
You finally fall asleep,
To that beat within my chest.
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