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The Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn

2015.05.06 08:52 CarthageForever The Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn

This subreddit is dedicated to those practicing or interested in the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn in both its original form and modern day groups.
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2019.08.19 04:13 theeTangenT Magical theory and practice in the Golden Dawn tradition

This is a subreddit for discussion of magical theory and practice in the tradition of the Order of the Golden Dawn. "The Order of the G.D. in the Outer is a Hermetic Society whose members are taught the principles of Occult Science and the Magic of Hermes. [The G.D.] can show the way to much secret knowledge and spiritual progress and lead true and patient students who can Will, Dare, Learn and Be Silent to the Summum Bonum, True Wisdom, and Perfect Happiness." -- V.H. Frater Sapere Aude
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2016.01.01 21:30 frateryechidah Golden Dawn Ireland - Occult resources on the Order of the Golden Dawn, Yeats, and more

A resource for those interested in the Order of the Golden Dawn in Ireland, and its historical Irish members like W.B. Yeats, George Pollexfen, and Maud Gonne. The Order was established in 1888 by S.L. MacGregor Mathers and William Wynn Westcott, giving a thorough education on the occult, including the Qabalah, Tarot, Astrology, Geomancy, Alchemy, Enochian, and Ritual Magic. It has a presence in Dublin, Ireland today with the Ancient and Honourable Order of the Golden Dawn (www.ahogd.com).
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I should start this with I was warned.
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After experiencing fall at the end of last year, I decided it was time to go ahead and make the purchase for any future liability issue. After an extensive search of the two states that I live near. I finally had to just order them on-line since I couldn't find them anywhere, in a store that I could get to outside of work.
Keep in mind I've worn many pairs of Rockies and other boots so I know my sizing and I felt confident the purchase. When they arrived I slipped them on with my orthotics in place expecting to just go to work in the morning and they're narrow in the ball of foot, the leather across the area is gripping my foot in a way that is not helping but will eventually cause blisters and bunions. When I moved to the hill of the foot my foot is firmly placed, but very loose as I go to tie the boot there's a very cheap wire like cord for Strings that seems to be added as an afterthought. And when the boot is fully tied and tight there's so much additional leather in the ankle that there is no form of support. Which also causes my foot to come away from the heel and not me out in place which is a safety hazard. These boots are a joke, and I want to know how can we Rectify this.
From what I found in just my local stores you could apply the SR USA tag to more than half of the commonly purchased; not to mention, they might have an even better safety rating. Why are we stuck wearing ill fitting poorly made safety hazards? Is there's some kind of rule in the contract, or can we submit new shoes and ideas for the tag?
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2023.03.30 13:45 Anonimos66 Outlive is published! Does the paperback come with the audio version?

I ordered the paperback version of the book, but I also really like audiobooks on the go.
Does anyone know if you need to buy both of them? Or does the audio come with the paperback somehow? It feels a bit weird having to buy it twice.
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2023.03.30 13:43 victorhausen What I learned about damage dealing going to VH for the first time in vet.

What I learned about damage dealing going to VH for the first time in vet.
I'm a healer and a tank, I do maily group content. And because I've recently farmed everything I needed for that oakensoul + sergent + stormaster for my magplar (because sorcs ew) everyone is talking about, I was feeling probably way too bold. I thought "lets try that another solo arena on vet, what could go wrong?" So, listen... I often say "If I ever have to rely on my DPS skills to survive, I'd be dead", and so I did for at least 6h spread between two days fighting Samara from the The Ring. Long story short: I, for the first time ever, have goldened out a weapon, bought glyphs for weapons (spell damage) and infused jewlery (magicka harm) and bought Essence of Spell Power potions. And the damage increase was high enough to burn everything and get me from not being able to pass the third portal to finishing it with relative ease. Who'd say those not so negligible things would sum up to 30% of my DPS, huh? And while writing this post the chest expired and I lost all my loot.
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2023.03.30 13:43 Zombiesl8yer38 Hyenas views are different to humans (part 2 of the world of cidia)



(a second part to the story, I wanted to think how to continue, and after talking to someone in discord, I have been reminded of it, it is a continuation of the first one NOTE AGAIN a bit dark like the last one)
-LAST CHAPTER ( a dawn on the world of cadia : HFY (reddit.com) - it was meant to be cidia, not cadia )
Well, this was different to what I originally planned. I was going to a small town to trade with some of the warriors who went ahead of us, some small town that we raided and pillaged before, going home with what we looted, wasn't much to enslave so we killed them all, and then after walking home with food and random stuff we took, we was going to return to buy slaves or food, or well, mainly work slaves, lioness and lions aren't that good for sex, so we just use them to work around our homes or food plants, or if they are well broken, to even hunt for us, there pretty good at that.
BUT!!! How was I to expect some freakish ALIENS with magic that killed many of my sisters without any effort…
Those small hairless pinkish skin looking creatures, at first glance seem tasty and even adorable, kinda wimpy that seemed pose no threat to us, who are smaller than even the lioness, and yet they possess so much power that I still can't seem to think how? I mean they are able to conjure the very land to shake beneath our paws, they even control nature herself against us!
Now, me and a few others in chains marching forward with the same captors that were annihilated, any of us are too scared to even try to escape, of course one of us could take their magic sticks, but how would it even work? I didn't bother with such an idea, and all of us who are able to use half of our heads kept quiet and obedient, there was one who was roudy ten minutes ago but after getting hit in the head with those magic sticks a couple of times she kept silent, the pink aliens seem to use those sticks like we do with our paws or claws too.
We continued walking, for a while, we were exhausted. I looked over to see our captors and they don't seem bothered whatsoever… isn't he tired? We walked more, i feel a bit weak as my legs start to fail, but another woman in front was the first to collapse, causing the whole line to stop, the aliens walked up to her, before shouting something I can't understand ahead, before one run back, with a leather bag full of water, there was some noises and chatter, and as I watch, not one of them are exhausted or eve that tired, probably have some sweat that is more visible, but that is probably from the heat of the desert, but nothing to show they cant walk, this is insane!
After she had her water they all seemed to try and get her up, of course with little success, they clearly don't seem as strong as us, it would be obvious but I had to think because of their magic, maybe it has limits?
My own thoughts got rudely interrupted as the aliens got annoyed, they all seem to have lifted or moved her onto one of those, what are they called again? stuff movers? those wooden things with wheels that some of those horses use to carry a lot of stuff… oh its a carriage! as she and a few others got on them to relax and rest, one of those aliens scoffed. The last 3 of us didn't get on, even though we were tired. I don't want to push my luck or get embarrassed like that…
I also notice those same carriages had horses pulling them, they seem different though? bigger than the ones i know, and they seem more to be on all fours, their bodies look off too, it is certainly an odd sight, but clearly strong enough to pull my sisters, one of the girls next to me chuckled before shouting at one of them "hah! I'm surprised how that horse is able to move your fat ass!" This got a chuckle out of me and the other one to the right, while the said woman all looked embarrassed, especially the bigger one.
The aliens looked at her with slight concern, but realizing she was just talking they simply ignored and we all moved on.
a while went by, about another 10 or so minutes, and we were able to see some structures and a big wall in the distance, finally, and I heard relief of the other too, as we were really worn out, we all stopped again as the aliens seem to get the girls of the carriages, while moving us three onto them, another big relief, don't get how these aliens are still not worn out after all this walking, the four who got of grudged before getting before obeying , and moving for us to have our rest, the same human who scoffed at them, gave us all a look that is pretty universal as disgust, the talkative hyena next to me made a comment
"yea, keep that look up, when, and I mean when I grab you, ill cut you up while cracking that pelvis of yours to teach you your place! and I will laugh at your used body!".
Is she damn insane! Does she just realize what she said to our captors!!! oh goddess what is he gonna do to her now…
of course, she is probably the luckiest hyena in the land as the alien simply shrugged and walked off, all of us besides the cocky woman sighed a relief, the chubby hyena made a remark to her stupid action "you should be lucky they don't understand us… you'd be dead, and who be laughing now?" The chubby hyena simply laughed at her, as she should for the cocky one's sheer act of cockyness, this caused all the others to laugh also at her which must be a bit humiliating.
As the few minutes went on and as we got closer to the aliens camp, the other hyena on the carriage who was silent the whole time, grabbed my attention, "hey, do you know any of the girls here?" she asks, quietly, I look around to see the other woman, who is too distracted trying to either not faint or talking to each other.
"no, I don't know any women here personally, you?"
She looks over to the fat one "besides my sister garda, no, no one else, my name is Grid "she responds, almost softly, damn you'd probably take her for a rabbit by how soft her voice must be.
I just merely smiled and responded, "I got no name myself, just call me scar" I say while pointing to a massive one I have on my arm from a hawk a few years back getting a nice clean strike on me, it still remained and it's what I got called by others.
Gridasimply chuckles, before responding "my name came cause i was really small, while garda was born rather large, but that would be obvious here huh…"
i ask "that is quite different between you two, It is surprising" i ask genuinely curious by such a concept, Grida only laughs "yes, well our slaves was a highlander rabbit male and a bore male, of course our mother as a child maker have her needs…"
this causes me to interrupt "but shouldn't our blood be superior? usually giving birth to healthy young warriors that shouldn't be affected by the blood of other animals? and by goddess that woman must've been through torture pushing out garda", this cause girda to proper heckle, which grabbed gardas attention, girda continues "yes, the elder manage to help her give birth to us, by natures luck she survived" she looks away to garda waving to her, before continuing, "of course she can't have more cubs after us two, mainly due to the slaves being considered cursed blood that made her children so odd so they have their balls removed, both survived and still serve us, and also cause the elders say she is unable to hold a cub anymore"
This made me shiver a bit. Some hyenas like myself disagree with removing the balls of males of any species. It seems so unnecessary and can lead to pointless death, but still at least they don't have to worry about making children with those two, with their blood cursing unnatural children.
She goes on "still though, we are still decent warriors even with our cursed blood, but we'll never be the elders' personal hunting group… and I don't think any male both our race or any other, would want to breed with us either…" she sighs as i try to comfort her "hey, as you say, even with your curse you manage to be a capable warrior, I mean you survived the aliens magic!"
Grida only sighs once more "yes, but that is more nature's luck, and i'm guessing they chose to let us live…"
we both stopped talking after, I let that thought dwindle on me, I never took into consideration why they let us live, now that I think about it? it would've been so much easier to kill us off as we all were so terrified to do anything, I mean, none of us truly felt fear till then, feeling the dread that we could die so easily, and yet here we are!
the only thing i could think is to enslave us, have us work for them maybe they see our big strong bodies and see potential? never thought I would see the day where my own race got enslaved… I think there is a word for that?
my thoughts go on, drifting of as I lay on my paw on the carriage, as we finally arrived to the aliens home, seeing large wooden walls and seeing more aliens walking on top of them keeping watch, and multiple neatly looking fabric huts, some bigger than others, it's almost like they just arrived here recently, and if they had, they seem to have built up this village rather quickly.
Then the carriages finally stopped, as the aliens guided and pulled us out and took us through their fortified village.
We walk through seeing various aliens talking, cleaning, eating, honestly, seeing them all, this seems more like a raiding camp or war camp, how they all wear the exact same blue or red cloth, of course I am not one to enjoy the details of things, but they seem so intricate and complicated in weird way, also all there homes are a weird pelt hut like camps, like they just arrived, of course they also seem better and a bit more complicated, at best we would have a few pelt huts on far more organized raids especially on stronger villages, here they look different, more advanced even… another alien thing to me.
my thoughts were yet again interrupted, as we all got moved along to four large looking carriages, they were much different, all of them seemed like the skull fences we have back home for slaves, some of them being dead elephant bones or larger horses, good for keeping weaker slaves in, but these are silver instead and don't look like bones, and I got a feeling is a lot stronger and more advance too, so escaping from our captors may not be easy, 3 of us went into one, me and Grida into another, and garda in her own on the third, at least being close to us, after all this, it makes me think… Now that I'm a slave… What now?
The same pink alien who locked the pens, or probably whatever they called these metal cages? Came back with water and food, going from carriage to carriage, a decent amount too. I guess we should be lucky, as some slaves don't get to eat as much as us right now, even if we were smaller, maybe because they presume where a lot bigger some we would eat more? Which would be right.
Still, this is smaller than the food and meat we raided and got at home…
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"giant, talking hyenas that walk on two legs you say? Well, now I've seen everything."
One of the general has said, among a couple other high ranking officers, each one controlling a force of their own in the fort they just recently built, they plan to expand for the empire, or at least gain some ground in this strange new world, so of course they did what they were ordered, and also to note one of the other commanding officers, who went out to explore and bought back what are practically war prisoners, to be honest, not the greatest move or tactic in terms of first contact with the natives here?
The year, before the entirety of England, and most of its island colonies, (of what to be discovered so far by the majority of our navy) is 1900, exactly on the day the clock striked zero on 1899, as we all celebrated and partied the end of the year, a time of relaxation and celebration for all, until, this happened.
As I recalled I was out with a few friends, me and the few officers here wasn't with anything fancy, just a good old pub and a few drinks down us, and as we walked out, me and many other passerbyers looked up to a giant bluish green light going through the sky, some believed it was unnatural, some also thought It was God's doing, none the less I don't think it was the lord's work, as a sudden blast and the sky went from the same night sky to what we all know, to a complete different one, the stars where different, and after turning my head slightly to the right and see a planet, visible! in the distance, probably as some scientist would say now thousands upon thousands miles away, but we could see it, it looked like a second moon to the one that was also above us.
And the news spread throughout Britain, a week, with some chaos and panic before the mass calmed down. We also learnt our country and a few colonies that were founded so far came too, mostly intact.
However India, and most of our African colonies except for the ones not inland and also island based have not been founded last I heard, it seems smaller island colonies and ours were sent, and a lot of our navy too, Except for a couple of warships that seem to be still missing.
The generals thought was interrupted, as a fellow officer, who lead the assault came behind him
“What do you think of them, Frederick? Certainly an interesting race?” the officer said, his voice with confidence.
“What I think is possibly reckless and a daft move is what I think! Donathon…” I responded, annoyed by his overconfidence, I continue “I may also like to ask, why the fuck, did you bring outdated weapons into battle! Rifles from the 50s no less, and cannons even older, they seem like something from the damn 30s!” I am annoyed again, waiting for his response.
He took his hand off me, surprised, he began to chuckle a small bit, unfazed by my response “well! Seems like someone has no faith in me!” he grabs one of the rifles, looking in hand “I like to think ahead, you remember the Zulus? How our side, the poor bastards had to fight the literal horde of them, those lot learnt to use our guns against us, clever fighters ya know, makes me not even that surprised” he paused for a bit, before I could respond,
He continues “I didn't want a repeat of what they've been through, we do not know what… Well, anything is capable of, hence the weapons of choice, if whoever wins against us we will still have the upper hand with much better guns and cannons, and knowledge to know what they're capable of!”
I calm my nerves, he isn't wrong, the Zulus were formidable in their numbers and were intelligent fighters that the empire underestimated, but still… “Yes I see now, but to go into the unknown that quickly and end up in a fight, Is still an unnecessary risk, did you at least try to be peaceful?”
He paused and looked away, clearly thinking, before answering “no… they couldn't understand us obviously, however, another native race seems to be friendly, or didn't attack on sight” he says, grabbing a piece of silk cloth, looking at it, seeing a crude drawing of… lions? And hyenas with claws and marks.
“They seem to be slaves…” He said, for me to chip in "slaves?"
He continued “seems like it, large numbers seem petrified and obedient to them and us, all of them wrapped around in a rope like thing, and in large numbers being mistreated, can't think of much else they be”
This changes a lot, the empire banned it nearly 90 years ago, of course our world was hard to deal with, convincing the Africans kingdoms to stop sending or enslaving or even having our ships go at it on each other on the Atlantic and Mediterranean sea, Britain was and still is in, a constant war against slavery.
It would make sense though, every empire and country with power would own or have slaves, i remember my grandfather talked about in the ottoman empire how much African and even some European slaves they had and still had, even with the British ban and sending warships to apprehend there slave vessels, they still have them last I heard, of course we did in the past too, the things we done was no better than any other country, it was considered the norm in humanity and every society, so why would it not be here?
“I hope you have finished your report then?” I pause hinting at the hyenas “This revelation of the natives is rather large and should be reported immediately…”
Donathon interrupts me, raising his hand still with his calm attitude “Don't worry, friedrich, remember I'm the most responsible one out here” i scoffed at that little joke
“Yes, I did it and was on the telephone to the base at the sea. They will send a messenger on a boat, should arrive in England in a few days.” he finishes.
I sigh a relief, looking at the native aliens before us, seeing there immense size and likeness to the hyenas in Africa “good, at least where one step closer to figuring out where we are”
“Out of a million” donathon jokingly says.
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The world collide, as one from a powerful empire and a race known as the humans, appear in this strange mysterious land just 2 weeks ago from now, the many many many races, being likewise to the animals of earth, instead boast intelligence like humans and societies like us, but they couldn't be anymore different, anymore unique in how they think, act, process, and do things like us.
How will the empire act? Why are the hyenas so big and strong like monsters, unlike our world's hyenas? That is to be discovered next time.
(in all serious note, i plan to do the next chapter on the hyenas perspective getting a proper backstory on them, I'm just doing this out of boredom, but I hope you all enjoyed this one.)
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2023.03.30 13:43 Brief-Grab2891 Less weight being lost weekly?

Hi everyone. I wanted to see if anyone has experienced this other than me.
I'm on .25 Compounded. Week 3
These are my numbers so far:
week 1 -8.4 lbs (i suspect most of that was water weight)
week 2 -4.2 lbs
week 3 (this week) +.6 lbs.
seems like i'm losing less weight every week and even put some on this week. I know that weigh fluctuation is a thing and am not expecting to lose as much as i have weekly. Goal should realistically be 1-2 lbs a week in order to sustain weight loss in the future and not put it back.
I guess my question is has anyone else experienced less and less weight loss weekly? Is it time to go up to .50 ?
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2023.03.30 13:43 RinaFrost What Job should I give Morgyn?

What Job should I give Morgyn?
I’m doing a story line where Morgyn Ember loses their parents and is left to raise little sister, Matilda, on their own. However in order to do so they have to leave a prestigious job as Sage of Untamed Magic. Now raising a moody teen they have to navigate life outside of the realm of magic which means getting a job. So which job do you think best suits them?
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2023.03.30 13:42 stevefstorms Pinecone #252 3-30-23

Do you ever wake up in a morning and think “Damn! My life would be more complete with just one more pinecone!”? Well… today’s your lucky day!!
~~~About the Tourney~~~
Begun in the year of the Cone, the tournament pitted Wrinkle Brains and the Memelords in a daily contest to predict the closing price of the most Fabulous Stock in the world; Gamestop. For many months, and countless hours, we engage in reddit combat until the market closes each day, and a victor lifts the Golden Pinecone in victorious jubilation.
We’ve seen players come and go like the passings of time immemorial, yet some have stayed true, knowing their one salvation for the day would be to win a pinecone, and all of the glory that comes with it. What started out as an elaborate game to pass the time, with charts, graphs, and beautiful artwork, has devolved into a mere numbers game, with a meme or two thrown in.
This year, 2023, culminated in Joofgate, which was spreading across social media platforms like warm butter across hot toast. But then posts were taken down, and the ban hammer ran supreme, but there was one corner of the internet that held firm, continued to guess, and stacked up those pinecones as though winter was coming.
To those that know the price isn’t right, who accumulate, speculate, prognosticate, and DRSstigate, I salute you. You should salute yourself.
FACT: the numbers are fake and they have never closed their initial January 2021 position.
FACT: They are so deep their only option is to buy another day.
FACT: Every day they print more synthetic shares to borrow, that will eventually need to be covered.
FACT: This past January averaged 111,000 FTD shares per day.
FACT: We have time they do not have.
Here’s to the next 229, and hopefully guesses that require commas!
Looks like the cone continues to be in the hands of the degenerapes due to Arleen being Missing in Action.
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How To Play: Be the closest to the end of day GME price, win a golden pinecone to stuff wherever you would like.
\Queen’s Rule- have your guess in by noon EST- this means no edits past noon*
\Bot Rule- No guesses from created bots*
\No Edits – your guess is your guess, and once it is in, it cannot be changed. Early bird gets the guess.*
\ B2B Rule - cannot win back-to-back days if you are the last guess of the day, two days in a row.*
Previous Close: $22.46
PREVIOUS WINNER: u/22khz $22.45
Notes- 2nd cone all time, off just by .01 very impressive. As they say the 3rd one is the hardest to win!

u/lorien6 (30) -1 TIE
u/bloodshot_blinkers (21)
u/dynastyFSU2 (19)
u/nurseANDit (17)
u/MoreThingsInHeaven (17)
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2023.03.30 13:42 PlusButterscotch3737 Trauma causes psychotic break

I have some painful memories in my life, that whenever the thought of it pops up i'll say something, or il laugh or do something in order to cope with the painful memory. The thing is, it doesnt matter where i am & that can be problem. Does anyone know of ways to alleviate this? I have seen psychs about this but it never worked. Edit: I mean psychological break not psychotic
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2023.03.30 13:42 ChristianLS Broadway should have bus-only lanes.

The SKIP route runs down its entire length through the city limits, and it is the highest-ridership local bus route in Boulder by far (source). North of Canyon, the 208 and Lyons Flyer buses also share Broadway.
Once you cross Canyon going south, Broadway is additionally shared by numerous other high-ridership bus lines. These include the Flatiron Flyer, which has even higher ridership than SKIP and was sold as "bus rapid transit", which it emphatically is not, but adding bus lanes on Broadway would bring it one step closer.
Most of Broadway within the city limits is at least 4-5 lanes wide, and once you get far enough south it becomes 6+ lanes wide. The lanes to use for this already exist. Cars also have not one but two other parallel, wide, car-oriented routes to use for north-south travel: 28th Street and Foothills Parkway.
Painting some bus lanes would improve bus service along this key transit corridor immediately. It would also make Broadway more comfortable and safer for pedestrians and cyclists. Broadway also has quite a bit of housing right alongside it, with designated walking routes to schools on both sides, but is currently a high-speed, dangerous stroad.
Putting bus lanes on Broadway would be in line with the city's stated goals to improve safety, equity, and reliability on its Core Arterial Network. It could be physically implemented almost overnight and would be a major step toward those goals.
In the long-term, Broadway would also be a great location to consider implementing true BRT with physically-separated bus lanes, offboard ticketing, and signal priority for buses at intersections. Putting bus lanes along it now would be a great first step in that direction.
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2023.03.30 13:41 CrazyDaisy764 I'm so tired and I want out (TW: suicide)

Okay first some context: my fiance/partner Melissa and I were in a car accident Feb 25 that killed pretty much instantly. I broke both my legs in the accident so I moved back in with my parents because my injuries make taking care of myself difficult. My old room is being used for storage, though, so I'm staying in the guest bedroom. I was looking for work before the accident but because of my injuries and grief, it doesn't make sense to keep going with that for awhile since I don't know when I'll be able to function well enough to work. We were together for 3.25 years and were hoping to get married in the next year or two. She was only 23. I am on antidepressants and I am seeing a therapist twice a week. I have a history of depression so this isn't my first rodeo. I've already told my parents I feel like this as well as a few friends.
Anyways, it's been a month without my girl and I don't want to do this anymore. I'm exhausted. Mentally, emotionally, physically. I never feel rested when I wake up, no matter how much I sleep and I rarely sleep through the night. I dread going to bed because whenever I try to fall asleep, her absence becomes excruciating. I'm not at home, I'm not in our bed, and she's not there. The feeling that something's wrong is unavoidable. I can't hide from the horrible truth that she's gone, that she's dead. That I'll never see her again, that I'll never feel her embrace or hear her voice or hold her hand again. Never be able to bury my face in her thick, sweet-scented golden-brown hair or look into her gorgeous brown eyes or caress her beautiful face again. Never be able to nestle my head against her warm chest with her arms around me and listen to her heartbeat. That I'm here in this unfamiliar bed in this unfamiliar room alone because she's dead and I'll never be able to lie beside her again. It kills me every time it hits me. I want to scream and howl, tear at my skin and rip myself apart. The pain is overwhelming. I can't endure this nightly torture much longer. I know she'd want me to keep living but I don't think I can. I don't know how to live the rest of my life without her and I don't want to.
There's no escape or distraction from my pain because everything reminds me of her. I also can't concentrate for more than 15 minutes and my injuries mean I can only do activities sitting down so I can't even try to do anything fun or interesting or productive. I can't go outside for walks, concentrate on books or do any of my old hobbies and I can't enjoy movies or TV because they all remind me of her. My brain feels like mush and emotionally, I just feel broken. I feel like the part of me that can feel joy or anything good like love or happiness is broken and I don't think it's fixable. I wish I could convince myself that she still exists somewhere and that she's still with me, but I just can't. If she doesn't exist, it's much harder to care about what she would have wanted. She's dead which, in my opinion, means her consciousness no longer exists. She is just dust. At the same time, the reality of her not existing anymore is agony. I don't know how I could ever get used to this wretched reality and I certainly don't think I can last the 2-5 years grief psychologists say it takes to get back to normal functioning after something like this. It hurts too much. I don't think I have that kind of endurance. The pain and numbness is so intense. I just want out. I want it to end. I want the pain to stop. I can't do this anymore. If she can't feel anything anymore, why should I care? She won't know if I die and what she doesn't know can't hurt her.
I know my friends and family would suffer like this if I give up, but I resent that. I resent them for making me suffer so they don't have to. I love and care about them, but it's hard to care enough to subject myself to this much suffering, especially when I can't feel my love for them. My love for Melissa was the only thing that could push through this kind of apathy. During past depressive episodes, I had a reason to hold on because I had her cheering me on and I wanted to live for her. I wanted to keep going because she needed me and because I wanted to be there for our life together. I had faith in us and I believed in her. I made us my purpose. Our happiness, our success, our future. Her death sent a wrecking ball through all of it, all of our plans and dreams. I don't have anything like that to believe in or depend on anymore. My life will be objectively more painful and lonely without her and there's no way for me to know that a life on my own will be worth enduring all this pain for. She was there at my lowest moments to help me feel less alone and to remind me why life was worthwhile and why I mattered. I don't feel like I'm any good to anyone anymore.
Why do anything if I can't share it with her? What's the point of continuing to pursue my career if I can't share it with her and make her proud? She made it all worthwhile. We did everything, everything together. We are/were both autistic so we helped motivate each other to do everything we needed to do to be independent adults by doing it all -- showering/hygiene, cooking, hobbies, exercise -- together and it was all so much better together. She encouraged me so much in everything, helped me want to do and to enjoy everything I need to do to live. Why do any of it alone when it's so much lonelier and less rewarding? How could I find anyone willing to support me like that, who would love me that much again?? She understood me so completely and accepted and loved it all. I could be my full, unfiltered self with her, which means a lot and is pretty rare for an autist. It made me feel so free. I don't want to live the rest of my adult life (I'm 24 so that's potentially a long time) alone, lonely, and without that kind of love, freedom and support. I know what it's like to have it and I don't want to live without it. I don't know how to be happy with my life without it. I don't know how to be the woman I want to be without that or without her. I want happiness, joy, love and fulfillment in my life. I don't know how I could possibly have those things without her and while carrying this pain and I don't feel that life is worth living without those things. Even if I could, I don't think I'll make it through however long it's going to take to get there. I just want out.
Ik this was quite long so thank you to anyone who got to the end. I'm posting this because my self preservation instincts aren't completely gone and I guess the teeny tiny part of me that hasn't given up yet hopes that I'm wrong. So thanks for listening to a desperate woman's ramblings. I'm so sorry we're all here.
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2023.03.30 13:40 AnthonySimms 7 Deadly Web Security Mistakes That Cost Millions

Given that both businesses and individuals increasingly depend on online platforms for daily activities, web security is a critical component of the digital landscape of today. This dependence on technology is also exploited by cybercriminals, leading to an increase in cyberattacks.
The cost of cybercrime is anticipated to hit $10.5 trillion annually by 2025, according to recent statistics. This astounding sum highlights the significance of web security for both people and businesses.
We'll now look at the 7 Deadly Web Security Mistakes that people make on a daily basis and still fail to recognize that could cost them billions of dollars in the near future. These are them:
  1. Failing to Update Software and Systems
  2. Weak Passwords and Authentication Practices
  3. Lack of Encryption and HTTPS
  4. Ignoring Security Risks in Third-Party Services
  5. Lack of Access Controls
  6. No Web Application Firewall
  7. No Security Testing
In order to prevent possible cyberattacks, it's critical to review the seven fatal web security errors that website owners must avert. Some of these are weak passwords, unsecured connections, outdated software, lax access controls, unsafe hosting, failure to test for flaws, and the need for a backup strategy. To safeguard themselves and their clients, we implore all website owners to prioritize web security. https://upwardtimes.com/7-deadly-web-security-mistakes-that-cost-millions
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2023.03.30 13:40 StepwiseUndrape574 GTA 6 Content May Be Held Back For Future DLC, Insider Suggests

It is coming up to a decade since Grand Theft Auto 5 came out, and while the game has sold absolute gangbusters for Rockstar and even continues to sell copies, the gaming world is clamoring for the next entry. Rockstar is aware of this and has devoted its resources to the game's development. Now an insider claims that portions of the title could be cut in order to move up the game's launch.
Noted GTA insider Tez2 has suggested that Rockstar is targeting a 2024 launch for GTA 6 and that the studio is considering "cutting portions of the game" to hit this release window (via Dexerto). However, there may be still some time to wait before the game's launch with Tez2 claiming "holiday 2024" as the likeliest schedule. But this could also slip into early 2025, the insider added.
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